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She was beginning to feel the whole thing was irrelevant. Having caught her pack mate’s attention, her old self was creeping back like a spider. Why should she feel sorry for herself? Heart ripped in to pieces, eyes never dry. This was the reaction to death … not the loss she as feeling. But was it a loss?
The thought never ceased to occur until now. Was Ezra right for her? But even as she over thought her love; his eyes, his frame, her bottle of sunshine. So many interpretations for the wolf she craved. The wolf she desperately had to have her own. Though his reaction, it shook her to her tail tip and made her heart beat so hard it leapt to her throat. She couldn’t face him now, not anyone, Ever thought her mind reeling to Niro. Again, abruptly, the need to be alone pressed on the girl like the weight of the mountains.
Together, they would never share a dance, a kiss, things the young female had never experienced. He was trapped in his lupus form forever while she lived freely on two legs. The thoughts brought fresh tears to Ever’s eyes and she didn’t stop them from trailing down her cheeks, now glistening with water.
Her stomach flipped and the feeling of socialization or eating or drinking didn’t seize to make her feel sick. All she felt like doing right now was sitting until eternity was over. But she couldn’t do that. The silver girl swiped her tongue across her muzzle before she began.
“I … feel so lost.”
Ever said truthfully without lifting her head. Her voice was still raspy and burned as it vibrated through her throat, but in an odd sensation, it felt nice to speak. She hadn’t even spoken to Raine though he had been with her every second. The warm feeling of the stable flowed through her mouth when she opened it, making the wolf’s eyes close with pleasance. Already, the smell of blood was thick in the air from Niro’s injury but Ever didn’t mind. Anything to get her mind off her sore heart.
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