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thank god you posted when you did, I needed a serious break from my bio lab. -kicks it.-
It was humilitation, degredation, and asphyxiation. This new side of him made Ezra unable to breathe, unable to think. It was unlike anything he had ever experienced before. Ezra felt broken. The boy continued to stare at himself in the body of water, eventually kicking the ice in order for him to see his reflection better. What he saw was so shocking to his system that he suddenly hunched over, dry heaving. No use doing that, Ezra said to himself, you’re like this for life. Regardless of the mental war raging in his head, Ezra managed to finally shut everything out and just experience silence. It was finished now.
The boy stood up, bicolored eyes closing as he rose, mind finally quiet for the first time in days. All he could hear was the slow, pained breathing escaping his chest, and the wind sifting through the reeds. He ran a hand through his new, dark mane. It felt itchy and uncomfortable. He let that thought go and let the silence take over. The war in his head subsided as he attempted to forget who he was for a moment. Suddenly, his peace was disturbed by the familiar sound of Ever. Ezra was drawn to the sound, and turned to greet her. She looked ragged. The mutt gave her a pained look, concerned for her size. She was too thin. She had been so careful to take care of him that she had neglected herself. This realization gave Ezra yet another thing to feel guilty about.
“Ever,” He said quietly, taking in the rest of her body. She was exhausted. Her optime form didn’t even bother him at this point as he had already seen it eons ago back in August. Ezra suddenly became awkward, unsure of what to do. White paws hung loosely by his side, and he took a few wobbly steps towards his mate. He didn’t know what to say. He was taller than her, he realized, and considerably bigger. He was bigger than her in lupus form to begin with, but this new size made Ezra feel unsure of himself around her now. It was all too strange.
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