05-02-2009, 03:33 AM
Firefly hadn't believed that she would be so lucky to actually get to see her boys. The pack did a good job of keeping them away from her and she could hardly even get a glimpse of them ever. She caught her breath as out from behind some shrugs came one little form that she'd been longing for. She hadn't meant for him to disappear from Lysander's cabin, in truth the times she'd visited he'd been safe enough.. but the events had conspired and she had lost her boy for a moment in time. By some luck he'd been discovered but that luck wouldn't have been to her advantage for the pupsitter had been the one to find him, not her. She'd never liked how the sitter had become so obsessed with her children but there was little she could do about it, to the pack she was worse that anything they'd ever encountered. She knew what she'd done was wrong but it was too late to try and fix it now.
She couldn't have stopped her brush of a tail from wagging if she'd wanted to when she saw him sitting there, but ever slow slowly the motion seemed to cease when she saw the fear in his eyes and the scent that seemed to drench the air around him. She took a step forward, her eyebrows furrowed together as she said his name softly. "Conor.." her voice caught slightly. "It's mommy.." The word sounded so alien on her tongue and yet she was just that.
Right now she wanted nothing more than her little boy cuddled up against her. She feared that at any moment one of the pack would catch her with the boy and run her off, but if that did happen she'd take every second she had now to spend with him. Tears seemed to threaten to take over as she patiently waited, hoping that he would accept her for who she was. She wished that it didn't have to be like this but she couldn't rewrite the past.
She couldn't have stopped her brush of a tail from wagging if she'd wanted to when she saw him sitting there, but ever slow slowly the motion seemed to cease when she saw the fear in his eyes and the scent that seemed to drench the air around him. She took a step forward, her eyebrows furrowed together as she said his name softly. "Conor.." her voice caught slightly. "It's mommy.." The word sounded so alien on her tongue and yet she was just that.
Right now she wanted nothing more than her little boy cuddled up against her. She feared that at any moment one of the pack would catch her with the boy and run her off, but if that did happen she'd take every second she had now to spend with him. Tears seemed to threaten to take over as she patiently waited, hoping that he would accept her for who she was. She wished that it didn't have to be like this but she couldn't rewrite the past.