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Well, the mission was a success. One way or another, that tiny bit of him that had been wanting to prove he could both frighten and anger her down to the core was subsequently satisfied, and at the same time, he did feel a little guilt. In fact, the guilt was a bit more than he'd expected; Jefferson had pictured himself laughing, laughing like the ignorant fool he was, and finally being released of the gray-furred pest that so badly wanted to make him into something more than a monster. He'd expected that once those emotions had surfaced in her -- hate, disgust -- she would finally let him be, move on with her life, and leave him behind. As she stared down at him with piercing eyes colder than he'd ever seen in the girl, he realized what he'd done had been for the greater good. Scaring her away now would free her from her self-inflicted contempt. It would free her from the bind she was trying to form with a creature who deserved no such attention, no such kindness. She had nothing to gain from him; perhaps she was beginning to realize it.


"Yeah, maybe you are," he hissed back, eye thinning. Her anger upfront was undeniably overwhelming; Jefferson was accustomed to a gentle-hearted, sway-with-the-wind Geneva, not one whose fury actually sent chills down his spine and lodged lumps in his throat. Yes, he felt guilty. Yes, it would be worth it. Crimson Dreams had far more to offer a kind soul like Geneva's than Jefferson or any of the other hopeless dreamers of Phoenix Valley. She'd always have a place there, even if she left... even if Jefferson said she didn't, he knew she always would.


The brute pushed himself up gradually from his hinds to three legs, scarred leg nearly numbed with sting and bite. He faced her eye to eye, undauntedly pointing emerald green against olive. "You're angry," he growled. "So the confounding idiot was right all along. I warned you." ...Too much. He'd warned her too much. He'd told her to go away, to leave him be. His eye turned to the ocean gravely, still hearing its devious tempts and yearnings, but the cyclops only cringed and lowered his head. Some day, but not today.


He turned as he always did, facing his gaze away from her and starting away in his three-legged retreat. "Go home, Geneva," he muttered darkly. The idiot's heart ached, his stomach twisted, his jaws clamped. His voice didn't want to speak. And yet he did not know why... he did not know why his mood had so quickly changed again at the mere mention of her mate's name. He'd been shocked, awestruck before -- and then suddenly dragged in the dirt upon his own falling. "There's nothing left for you to find here." Or in Phoenix Valley.

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