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He wanted her to quietly agree and disappear for now. His insides were already sick because of the news of his father’s takeover. Alexey had the ability to rip his world apart with a few, well designed words. He was never more vulnerable than when he was with her, and she seemed to needy now – sending mixed signals that wanted to light that tormenting hope again. If she could just give him some time then perhaps he could work his way through the impossible feelings he held for her so that they could at least save some remaining pieces of whatever they had had, but she seemed reluctant to give him the space he needed to mend his broken heart. She said she did not know anything anymore, mirroring his own silent words. He was restless and strived to find proper meaning in life anymore. Life was of course filled with meaning, but he could not stand the empty void left in his heart where she rightfully should be.
She shook her head and disagreed with his words and he was about to step away now, for she was tearing him up completely. She had been the one to break out and run away. He was doing it to save them – why couldn’t she see this! He could accept her rejection if she could just have patience with him. Conor had never wished for any of this; love just happened! Her voice sounded again and slowed down his movement enough for his face to get caught by her gentle hand, cupping his cheek like she used to before things turned complicated. His mind could only hollowly repeat the same question over and over; why was she doing this to? Lilac eyes widened in sincere panic as the Dahlian woman moved in and pressed her lips to the corner of his mouth. His hackles rose furiously with shock and disbelief. What was she doing! He felt the turmoil stab his insides – it hurt so much.
Her words were as good as unnoticed as he threw his arms around her and pushed her tightly against him. He dug his muzzle into her silky hair and inhaled the best scent he knew; hers. He was upset, needed her at least as badly as she needed him. The young male was confused beyond anything by her contradicting actions, but again he was tossed out into something strange and unknown that he could not control. It took every bit of his mental strength not to force yet another kiss on her.
He wanted her to quietly agree and disappear for now. His insides were already sick because of the news of his father’s takeover. Alexey had the ability to rip his world apart with a few, well designed words. He was never more vulnerable than when he was with her, and she seemed to needy now – sending mixed signals that wanted to light that tormenting hope again. If she could just give him some time then perhaps he could work his way through the impossible feelings he held for her so that they could at least save some remaining pieces of whatever they had had, but she seemed reluctant to give him the space he needed to mend his broken heart. She said she did not know anything anymore, mirroring his own silent words. He was restless and strived to find proper meaning in life anymore. Life was of course filled with meaning, but he could not stand the empty void left in his heart where she rightfully should be.
She shook her head and disagreed with his words and he was about to step away now, for she was tearing him up completely. She had been the one to break out and run away. He was doing it to save them – why couldn’t she see this! He could accept her rejection if she could just have patience with him. Conor had never wished for any of this; love just happened! Her voice sounded again and slowed down his movement enough for his face to get caught by her gentle hand, cupping his cheek like she used to before things turned complicated. His mind could only hollowly repeat the same question over and over; why was she doing this to? Lilac eyes widened in sincere panic as the Dahlian woman moved in and pressed her lips to the corner of his mouth. His hackles rose furiously with shock and disbelief. What was she doing! He felt the turmoil stab his insides – it hurt so much.
Her words were as good as unnoticed as he threw his arms around her and pushed her tightly against him. He dug his muzzle into her silky hair and inhaled the best scent he knew; hers. He was upset, needed her at least as badly as she needed him. The young male was confused beyond anything by her contradicting actions, but again he was tossed out into something strange and unknown that he could not control. It took every bit of his mental strength not to force yet another kiss on her.