03-12-2008, 11:55 PM
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"I wish I was.." He groaned, a clashing sound of sobs and pain, tugging harder at the strands of hair that he'd managed to grab previously. If he was dead then he wouldn't have had a chance to be so stupid a few nights before. He wouldn't have been given a chance to try drinking that burning crap like he should have known better than to do in the first place. Or even better. Much like an angsty teenager, if he simply hadn't been born he wouldn't have had the chance to be such a fuck up. His mother would still be with his father, their family would be together. Everything would've been so much better if he just hadn't been born. "Yes!" He wailed into his hands, slightly muffled as it came out. If what he'd been feeling those past few days wasn't pain then he didn't want to know what pain was. What Jasper didn't know was that the much smaller creature had likely meant hurt in the physical sense, nor did he really care either, all he knew was that it hurt and he couldn't think of anything to make it better. |