05-29-2010, 10:56 PM
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Pendzez continued to approach the situation positively. Geneva swallowed a biting retort and grimaced. She didn't feel like any of them needed her; she was too useless now. She was still healing and she moved slowly. And she hadn't even come close to beginning to heal mentally and emotionally from the trauma and the aftermath of the fall. She felt so useless, she probably would have slept all day except the fact she couldn't stand to be alone with herself.
Pendzez continued to approach the situation positively. Geneva swallowed a biting retort and grimaced. She didn't feel like any of them needed her; she was too useless now. She was still healing and she moved slowly. And she hadn't even come close to beginning to heal mentally and emotionally from the trauma and the aftermath of the fall. She felt so useless, she probably would have slept all day except the fact she couldn't stand to be alone with herself.
She did not understand what they saw in her now. She was damaged goods and better left alone. If she didn't even like herself anymore, why would anyone else even consider associating with her? Whatever it was, she did not see it in herself.
The Whilom shook her head slightly and shifted her lime green gaze to the white wolf's face. He was trying to penetrate her walls, or maybe just to let her know the he was still on friendly terms with her. But she didn't feel any answering emotion rising in the deadness of her heart. "I think that it would be in Jefferson's best interests if he had more help, and not from me."