She did not feel regret, no. Where perhaps he willed the past to change, Anu would never feel such a way. It had not been him alone that had felt the primal need and taken what they wished with a savage intent. She knew not why there had been no guilt riddling her form as she made the journey back to her Dreaming homelands after that night. Her actions had been unlike her, something that she would normally be embarrassed about and not willingly return to face the one she had spent such a night with. But she had felt none of that, and still those feelings did not rise in her. She was grateful, and felt blessed to have the chance to be a mother. It even comforted her to know that he was their sire, and that there had been no pain or regret (in her heart) in their conception.
His words were comforting, and more then what she had wished to hear from him. Eyes found their way back to him easily, his dark face filling her view, though the amber gaze fell away towards the lands that stood beyond her. She nodded, knowing that his clan was never far from the turmoil that raged within their leader. Monsters would never been far from their heels, and he would never loose the one that lived inside of him. The one she had felt, and accepted. Her family would be her primary support, Savina had already assured her that. Anu held not fear that they would not be loved and looked after by the wolves that she served.
It was almost too much, his offers. It was almost all too much. She didn’t need him to be so willing, and hadn’t fully expected him to be. But before their last meeting Anu would never have questioned him in such a way, and she tried to think of him as if she had never seen that side, as if she had never wanted it. I know, The wolfess spoke, with true understanding and a returning warmth in her voice. She had needed him to welcome this in his life, to assure her that she more then just that brief moment in time where they had been stripped of all conscious thought. our lives were not made to be connected this way. she paused, finding that she was comforted by his concern.
Of course, her home would do them well. Her love would hold she and her brood together and with the shelter that her pack provided they would grow happily. Anu smiled back at him, an honest blossom of happiness unfolding in her chest. I hope you come, and seek their refuge. They could protect him too, even if it was just for a mere moment. She was silent for a long moment before rising from her seat among the waves of grasses. I should go. She stated softly, knowing that what had needed to be said had been and that she would leave him to reflect upon it. Looking down briefly she contemplated her words and then added, This, makes me happy. She had no regrets.
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