No, she had never asked for this. This.. thing that had come out of her had ruined everything there had been left to ruin. Perhaps things would have been different if she had known a face; a name to blame for the child's existence. She had nothing. She was all alone and she had nothing, no one to blame for this tragedy. She loved Itachi, she could not deny it, but it was only the maternal love programmed into every mother. Kaena's voice sounded and Halo couldn't do anything but to bury her fingers in her copper hair and rip. The way she was "lectured" brought sourness into her stance. Who the hell did the silvery woman think she was? Ruby orbs fled from her grandmother's figure. She knew that she was not the first to end up with an unwanted child. But how could her eye glow with adoration that way?
She wanted to snap and curse at the woman as she spoke of her own litters. She could feel the beautiful burn. "Well, perhaps you should have!" she snapped, only to pull back and turn away from her leader. It was not right to take it out on Kaena. She thought of Samael and what he had done to her. Thought of the cruel fact that it was he and not Vitium that was her father. How could he do such a thing. And why was it so hard for her to live with herself when it was he that had committed the sin. The Lykoi family was so fucked up. Halo was where she belonged, no doubt.