Who Are You?
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It was maternal instinct that had driven her to do what she did. Normally she remained distanced from others. She had become something of a recluse. She hid out in her den or some other place away from everyone. No doubt if no injury had been present then she would have kept her distance as was normal for her. But no, she had acted without thinking. An injury to someone else had her forgetting her place. No, she had only wanted to help though she had no medical knowledge at all. And of course now that he had been yelling she blamed herself even more for his injury. She had already speculated that she had some part in it somehow and now he had hurt him even more than he had already been. She was so stupid. She wouldn't blame Nani for wanting to get rid of her at all. Not like anyone would ever miss her anyways.

"Nani lives here. She is the leader." She gave him the answer that she supposed he was looking for her but she couldn't bring herself to look back up. Just as she couldn't stop pulling out the fur now that she had started. Harming herself was the only way that she had learned to deal with the things that bothered her. This was a lighter punishment than she normally gave herself. Though no doubt once she was alone she would start cutting as the interaction and how upset he was would replay over and over again in her mind. Of course she would make sure to hurt herself worse than she had hurt him. It was what she deserved.

Selene didn't move as she was approached. She couldn't cease the tears or lift her head. No, she stayed exactly as she was so maybe she wouldn't end up hurting him again. She really hadn't meant to. She had really only wanted to help but she had messed all of that up. She deserved to be hated and she knew it. "I'm sorry." She ended up apologizing again, accepting even more of the blame upon herself. She was at fault and she knew it. If she wasn't so stupid then she would have never messed up. If only she could be more like Nani. She knew Nani would have never done anything like this. Everyone liked and loved Nani because Nani was better than her. "Selene." She finally gave up her name so that he would know just who to tell on. So he would know who to make sure wouldn't be allowed to remain within the pack. Sele had no doubt that she would be run out after this. That this male would tell Nani everything that she had done wrong. How Sele had quite possibly permanently injured this other canine. It was all her fault and she knew it. She took all the blame on herself and was certain to punish herself for it as soon as she was all alone again.

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