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Selene was hiding, as per usual, and staying away from the rest of the pack. No matter how hard she tired she seemed to keep on falling back into the same old patterns. She kept on hiding away on her own. Her inner demons continued to plague her and had her shunning the attention of others. She still could hardly believe that pack mates had looked for her when she had become trapped. But even after that she couldn't find it in herself to commune with them. She had burdened them. Granted she hadn't asked to be looked for either. She had been entirely willing to just slip away and allow for the cold to consume her.
That hadn't happened and she was still around. She was still just taking up space and nothing more. But at least none seen her taking up space. They didn't notice her not doing a thing. But it wasn't like she was always hiding out in her den. She had other places to hide out as well. There was a different cave within Anathema that she found herself visiting often.
Actually she had trekked along the beach to that place and was hiding out there. Just like she did with every visit she found herself staring into the broken mirror, believing it to show the true nature of her soul. She just found herself lost inside that broken surface, exploring the shattered soul within. It was the way she saw herself. It seemed to be the only true depiction.
And another habit she found herself having trouble to break had her reaching for a broken shard to some piece of pottery. Without even thinking about it she had picked it up and started to drag the broken piece across her thigh. She wasn't even watching herself do it but found herself focused on the image in the mirror instead. But still it was a habit that was quite hard for her to drift away from and break. It was the only way that her inner demons seemed to shut up and leave her alone for awhile.
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