White wings of an Angel

Alaki · 04-22-2011, 11:44 AM

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Out of Character

Coding by Sie.

WC: 293 - :3

In Character

The cries of birds, flying freely in the sky pierced his ears, shattering his internal silence. Everywhere he went, he found that he was never truly alone; even now he was in the presence of birds. Before, he may have token comfort in the knowledge that wherever he is, he is never alone. Now, he wanted to be alone so badly; he wanted to mourn the loss of the one he swore to protect.

But he could not find the solitude he required to mourn and so his emotions were rotting inside, his emotions were slowly dying and he was turning back into the uncaring shell of a wolf he once was; even though he knew what was happening, he made no attempt to stop it. The possibility of not feeling once more sounded pleasant when his heart was in shreds.

Up ahead, he spotted a large rock with a cool shadow hanging behind it. Lowering himself to the soft sand, he rested within the casted shadow and closed his eyes.

Selene…

He’d lost her to nature; an unpredicted cave in. He’d been helpless to save her and yet he was still blaming himself for her death. But, unlike when he lost Jay, this time an eerie calm had settled upon him; disgustingly, he felt somewhat relived, knowing no further harm could come to her.

With her gone, he no longer had to worry if she was self harming, if she was in danger. Now, he just had to re-adjust to life without her. He’d believed he loved her and that he needed to protect her; but now he found himself questioning his own emotions and whether he had mistaken them for something else.

Guilt stabbed at him, adding to his building pain.

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