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I'll be waiting here to meet you
She could not shake off the tiredness it seemed, no matter how much she tried to sleep or take it easy. Maybe it was the previous year with constant weight loss was beginning to seep into her system finally. Maybe it her psyche that was failing because of all the happenings the last months. A mix probably. It was quite surreal to look at the current situation, and she probably needed more time to grasp it properly. The female was sitting at the harbor, distantly watching the rain disturb the glittering sea. In the distance she could see Drifter Bay. She was soaked, but could not find a strong enough motivation to move to a shelter within the town. The five year old female closed her eyes, shutting the world out from her exhausted mind. Maybe she was catching a cold or something, though she could not remember last time she had been sick. She was so used to be on her own, and now she was thrown into something she was not sure she wanted. That was why she had insisted Cercelee to share rank with her. It had been too long since Clouded Tears, and everything had in the end crashed and died. Colibri worried too much. About everything and nothing.
Her family still lived here, but Colibri felt sickly hollow, and had not made too much of an effort finding them. The fact that Mew Sadira even somehow had ended up in this pack was too odd to really grasp. The ivory female should have been happy about it, but instead she just felt more sorrow by knowing her daughter kept away from her on purpose. However, she did not have any choice but to respect her daughter’s choice. Colibri knew she had failed a long time ago. It struck her that she had not had any reason to return to these lands. She would never be able to let go if she stayed here. The lands had turned into ashes, but even though new soil, it were the same old souls that drifted around. The wolfess wished she could just throw it all off her shoulders and kill herself off, making herself a grand favor. At least Mew actually stayed instead of running off directly and what not. Time would come for the two of them to unite, and Colibri would just have to be patient and wait. Maybe she would get the opportunity to become more winsome again, something similar to her younger self.
Dying to meet you
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