[m] Edge of the Earth

Cotl · 10-14-2011, 11:40 PM

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OOC: > Tongue +5

The woman gave him a pretty strongly said answer about her taking care of herself. Soon she would need some help from someone though, and though there were many Infernians, Cotl was not sure that the woman had friends outside of his friendship which was suffering to say the least. It's not that they argued, but it was just the fact that neither of them saw much of each other to actually be anything more than just friends, if that. Cotl would always consider her a friend though, even if she cut all ties with him. She'd have to fuck up royally for him to not want her to be his friend. If Talitha had not pressured him to be more than just friends then both he and she would not be in the situation they were now, where Talitha had presented him with pups that looked nothing like his bloodline. The other two were questionable, but that one mutt that was allowed to live had not been his, because of the merled coating it had. None in Cotl's family had that merled color and because of that boy's appearance, he doubted the other two as well. This made him think that she was a whore. A slut, a woman whom had no shame. Then again, who the fuck else would want to fuck the midget? A saint? He was a demon, so why would an angel want him?

It was weird for him to hear the shuffling of the woman, not going away but getting closer, and for her hand to touch his sensitive back. He twitched, flinched and then his cold eyes moved to place themselves on the Triarii that was his friend, one of his only friends that he could actually point out of a crowd of familiar faces. She normally was not one of trying to ease the mind of another, possibly because often times she did not care about the mind that would need comforting. If she really cared about him or not was hard to tell, but he liked to think that she cared a little bit considering she could have just gotten up and left by now. He sighed again, and shook his rust colored head. The woman then spoke to him, and told him that Talitha did not deserve him. This was true, but it's not like anyone actually deserved him because he was already a piece of shit. Does she nicht? Vho does deserve mich? Ich nicht anything but ein piece of shit meinself. he openly insulted himself, knowing that he was no better than Talitha, he just was not as much as a whore as she was, he was just more violent than her. The man cleared his throat and twitched his large ears before he shook his head again. If Ich didn't habe her, dann Ich vould habe nobody but meinself again. -NYEHT-Sascha and Marik kann only do so much fur mich.. he trailed off before he folded his hands in his lap and he twiddled his thumbs, still weighing his options and figuring out if he should just break it off with Talitha and suffer the shunning of Ezekiel and everyone else, and be lonely, or to just ride it out and hopefully it would get better as time went on.

He simply was not sure of what to do about Talitha. His mind would not let him think about other things though, so it's not like he could just wait for later to think about this. He needed to come to a decision now.

"Cotl speaks." Cotl thinks.

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