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The dark she-wolf's tail began to wag calmly as she cleaned the bitter wound. Then, deeming it finished, she leaned away and drank from the river to wash the taste and germs from her mouth. Finally, she turned her gaze back on the male, his tales tugging a smile across her lips. She often wished she had been able to see the world growing up, for even though she and her mother traveled, it wasn't as "adventurous" as she had hoped.
What is your family like? she asked, brimming with curiosity. She loved the fact that she was sitting next to someone who came from the lands she often dreamed of visiting, someone who had a story to their life and not just a childhood of existing. No, this creature had a personality, a background, a life...He wasn't bland, like her. He was exciting.
Inside she felt her heart drop, though she didn't show it on her face. Blind often scolded herself for being so pessimistic, but there were times where she just couldn't help it. She loved her birth mother dearly and couldn't help but be grateful for the way Rhia took care of her. However, she resented her too and the way it seemed her cowardice and begrudging attitude kept them from leading a normal life. But what was done was done, and there was nothing she could do about it now but look forward.
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