12-12-2011, 10:28 PM
She stepped back, a frown furrowing her face. Noah was being weird, talking to someone who wasn't there. Someone named Hotshot. "Noah... whats wrong with you?" On second thought, maybe she didn't want to know. Her fur prickled on her neck as he spoke about wings. It rang too closely to Lucifer's comments, his pet name 'Dove' for her. Her mismatched eyes narrowed as her boy looked closer at her feet.
"Noah, stand up. Look your mother in the eyes." Her voice was firm but gentle. His current actions reminded her too much of Lucifer at one time. Hell, up to the last time she'd seen him he'd acted similarly. She hated the drugs, hated all the assorted forms of drugs. She wouldn't smoke, wouldn't drink anymore. Hell, she was in a perfect place to feel so strongly about drugs.
She looked at her boy, remembering how he had been as a pup, how he had loved her but worshiped Lucifer. How he had looked up to Jaz, how he and Tal had adored each other. Now he had eyes two shades of blue, one filmed over by a cataract haze. He was missing a hand. Her boy had aged badly, thanks to Lucifer. She felt a wave of hate for her once mate. She wished she'd never taken him back. They'd had such a strong love once upon a time.
"Noah, stand up. Look your mother in the eyes." Her voice was firm but gentle. His current actions reminded her too much of Lucifer at one time. Hell, up to the last time she'd seen him he'd acted similarly. She hated the drugs, hated all the assorted forms of drugs. She wouldn't smoke, wouldn't drink anymore. Hell, she was in a perfect place to feel so strongly about drugs.
She looked at her boy, remembering how he had been as a pup, how he had loved her but worshiped Lucifer. How he had looked up to Jaz, how he and Tal had adored each other. Now he had eyes two shades of blue, one filmed over by a cataract haze. He was missing a hand. Her boy had aged badly, thanks to Lucifer. She felt a wave of hate for her once mate. She wished she'd never taken him back. They'd had such a strong love once upon a time.