OOC: The end of what could have been a beautiful relationship *kicks shaw*
It was torture for him, and Orin didn’t know exactly how much it was as each second his insides seemed to want to burn out of his body. How could he let it get this way? How could he just ignore their relationship? He knew it was his fault, that he had everything to do wit this breakup and it devistated the large man. He hated being in such a position that she would end up moving on.... why would he let something like this happen. He swallowed trying not to cry, though it was hard. She was a part of his life. To him she was his other half, there had been so much he wanted to do with her, hunt, find new parts of the pack, share more experiences... but now that just seemed like it was not to be and there was nothing Shawchert could do to say anything to make it better. Shawchert’s chest heaved up and down as she spoke... just how it must be... in his mind he thought ‘bull shit’ but he didn’t say it out loud as he watched blurry eyed as Orin hurried away, but before she could return to her hut he yelled.
“I will always love you, I won’t ever be with another woman, you were what I was looking for!”
He didn’t want to hurt her any more, but he knew deep down inside that she would be his last. He couldn’t love anyone else.... not after Sky and now her. He had loved Sky but in a different way he loved Orin. His love for Orin felt so pure. If he hadn’t mated with her that one day.... he knew they could have been mates, had more children, though the likelihood of not having Titania and Juliet were high. He moved slowly back to the outer rim of the terrace and headed out to take another patrol run. There was no need to rest... only protect.
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