01-05-2012, 03:42 PM
(forward dated to the 9th. Assume Kiara got Shiloh out of the house)
She had been so depressed since the day she lost her pups. She had locked herself away from the world, wouldn't eat or sleep well. She had stopped talking but had let Kiara coax her out of the room to go to the new pack. She knew the woman was scared to go alone so she went with her. Shiloh had lost weight since the river incident and she looked horrible, with bloody bandages on her side where she had hit something on her journey down stream. She looked at the white woman and gently licked her forehead, leaving Sarian with Aleo.
As soon as she was outside she shifted down to her lupus form, her body shifting fluidly, the bones shifting down and changing her form softly. She prided herself in her almost silent, non-painful shifting and she looked over a Kiara with dead eyes. Where were they going? waited for Kiara to lead and trudged quietly behind her, her thoughts far away. She wondered how X'yrin was doing. Shiloh knew her friend was pregnant but unlike Shiloh, she would have strong healthy pups. She hoped to be there to help the woman birth them but knew deep down that she herself wouldn't be trying for pups again anytime soon. The four pups she lost still weighted heavily on her mind and she only hoped that her relationship with Sarian grew stronger now. Shiloh whined softly and rubbed softly against her friend, wanting the closeness of another without all the questions. She nudged Kiara softly, careful of the wounds she carried. They were healing nicely and Kiara's fur did a good job hiding the most of them. The one on her stomach was healing rather nicely and Shiloh was proud of her handy work.
Maybe if she ever stopped being a sunya she could become a doctor for the pack, heal people. It would give her a reason to meet more of the pack and she looked forward to new friends. She might have something to look forward to. She also decided she wanted to train to become stronger. After her talk with Jace she was tired of being weakly. She would hunt more, eat more and grow strong. It was what she wanted. "Kiara where are we going," she asked in a soft voice.
She had been so depressed since the day she lost her pups. She had locked herself away from the world, wouldn't eat or sleep well. She had stopped talking but had let Kiara coax her out of the room to go to the new pack. She knew the woman was scared to go alone so she went with her. Shiloh had lost weight since the river incident and she looked horrible, with bloody bandages on her side where she had hit something on her journey down stream. She looked at the white woman and gently licked her forehead, leaving Sarian with Aleo.
As soon as she was outside she shifted down to her lupus form, her body shifting fluidly, the bones shifting down and changing her form softly. She prided herself in her almost silent, non-painful shifting and she looked over a Kiara with dead eyes. Where were they going? waited for Kiara to lead and trudged quietly behind her, her thoughts far away. She wondered how X'yrin was doing. Shiloh knew her friend was pregnant but unlike Shiloh, she would have strong healthy pups. She hoped to be there to help the woman birth them but knew deep down that she herself wouldn't be trying for pups again anytime soon. The four pups she lost still weighted heavily on her mind and she only hoped that her relationship with Sarian grew stronger now. Shiloh whined softly and rubbed softly against her friend, wanting the closeness of another without all the questions. She nudged Kiara softly, careful of the wounds she carried. They were healing nicely and Kiara's fur did a good job hiding the most of them. The one on her stomach was healing rather nicely and Shiloh was proud of her handy work.
Maybe if she ever stopped being a sunya she could become a doctor for the pack, heal people. It would give her a reason to meet more of the pack and she looked forward to new friends. She might have something to look forward to. She also decided she wanted to train to become stronger. After her talk with Jace she was tired of being weakly. She would hunt more, eat more and grow strong. It was what she wanted. "Kiara where are we going," she asked in a soft voice.