Fair little lass with hopes as big as an oceans

Noah · 01-26-2012, 12:14 AM

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Word Count → 541 :: Out of Character text.

Noah should have stayed though the male had so many ties in these lands that he could not help but to visit. There was a deep rooted love for many of the members that he had left behind, so there was no question that there was going to be times where he was going to try to sneak back to these lands that where ever so close to the pack lands in which he had lefts these lands for. The male felt awful coming back into these lands, all he was wanting to do was to see the sister that he had left back here, and well maybe the children that he only have a brief chance to meet. There was so much time that he needed to spend with them, and he could not and would not because of the life style that he was making the choice to live. This life style took him to another pack, one where he was no longer there in the Ichika no Ho-en pack lands.

Walking slowly into the pack lands, the male felt horrid for not stopping at the borders, however he wanted to know if Rendall was still at the cabin he had shared with her. He did love her; however the silver male was now to the point where he was starting to think that she did not love him. She was loyal to the lands, and he could not hold that against her. Though he wanted her to at least tell him that it was over, that she could no longer love him and love the lands, she had to pick one, and she had picked the lands. She would find someone better, she had to have. Rendall was a fine lady, and would make someone a fine mate. The silver male walked towards that cabin, with in his head he knew better. He wouldn’t know what to say, or even what to do if he saw her. However, there was that spot in his tender bleeding heart that wanted to see her, hold her again. Just to be in the warmth of loving arms again that….was that too much to ask?

Noah sighed as he stopped in his track his heart was thumping hard in his chest, his hands shook with fear. He just wanted to have some one hold him and tell him that he was still loved, and if anything he was welcomed to come back…then he did not want to deal with that rejection if that was not the case…he did not want to see Rendall happy without him.

He was no longer feeling the warm welcome of the lands around him, the stars no longer whispered to him the stories that they had always done to him, and they had been his company on more than one lonely night. They had whispered to him more than once about changes that was going to happen, he had listen and had taken it to heart. The male had deeply loved his time he spent with the stars at night…they where his third love, right behind the pack and his lover. Now…now he had no stars and no lover…what a horrible thing he had done to him-self.
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