WC:530*nuzzles*
The simple life he had hoped for, seemed to be out of his reach now. For he never fancied himself as some aspiring loyal pack member, at some point he had had his own ideas of forming his own pack, but that now seemed to have been robbed from him. The uncertainty that hung over him, hung because he felt as if that dream was gone now. If he stayed, if he stayed here with her he would never get to experience that, but he would get to experience other things, they would have children, he’d raise a brood of warriors with her and he’d always be at her side. The complexity of pack hierarchy though ate at him, it had been he who had claimed her, and even though their relationship had evolved into one mutual respect and adoration between the two of them. Paws continued to sit idly, four paws and one mind swirling in uncertainty.
It wasn’t long while he was in thought that her beautiful voice filled the sky, and he knew whom she wanted to see. But he didn’t move, his head turned in the direction of the call and as much as he wanted to answer it he remained silent. Even he considered reacting and running forth as some subservient act, would he have to roll over and show his belly now? He didn’t know, didn’t really know anything, just that he struggled with seeing her in his mind as his mate and as his alpha.
He waited, longer than he usually ever did, before his nose arched to the sky to return her call with his own. The notes though where absent of much, conveying the torture his soul seemed to be going through. He had won her heart once, and she had been his ever since but he feared that his chance at a loving mate was evaporating as quickly as she took control over the pack.
Image courtesy of Frau Böb@Flickr; table by the Mentors!
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