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She wished for internal peace. The ease that came when complications were a figment and the balance within one’s world was indeed set and stable. She longed to look into the eyes of her beloved friend and not see the worry or the hurt that came with the past day’s events. But it was not without time that this would be made possible. And a patience she was sure would drive her to tears in the end. Life was not as a simple as a childlike mind would perceive. It was gritty and complicated, but at times could bring about a serenity that could be felt as a heaven upon the wretched earth. But it was not without trial, without pain, that this could come to pass. She had basked in the ethereal glow only briefly and wanted to feel its warmth again.
Yet an obstacle kept her from it, and it voiced itself none too subtly by a question regarding the fate of her Nomad brethren. She would have sighed then had the air not already been thick with tension. Of course he was concerned with the mouthy Lambda. An impression like the one so rudely placed by his sharp tongue was not easily forgotten…
“No…” she answered softly, fixing her amber gaze to his glacier blue. “He has asked to remain here and I have allowed it conditionally.” There was an explanation to follow along with an assurance the male would do no wrong among his new family. But before she weighed her companions ears with her reasons and talk of Family loyalty, she had to be certain… she had to at least see that even a part of him could understand why she would allow him here. She needed know him that he could trust her judgment…