Halp the nervous Sidra. 
If Sidra thought making the decision to join Casa was hard, she had been very, very wrong. That was the easy part of things. Eventually she'd gone to the borders and now she was part of a family, not that it felt that way. She felt left out, insecure, lost, confused, and most of all lonely. The majority of Casa's canine's were strangers in her eyes and if she wasn't with Isa, Adelle, or Aro she felt completely alone. The welcoming Jazper had given her was warm, but still she was finding it hard to settle in and was much to proud to turn to anyone for help. This was something she had to do on her own.
The spotted hybrid was wandering aimlessly around Casa di Cavalieri, flask full of liquor in hand, not quite sure what she was in search of. There was one other thing she was still finding very difficult to get used to. There were a lot of males in this pack and being around those of the male gender made her uncomfortable still. Although she knew that most of them would treat her kindly, as a friend, but she couldn't get it out of mind what they had done to her. Hopefully she wouldn't have to deal with this insecurity today. Aro was the only male in this whole pack that she trusted to some degree and secretly wished the charming asshole would find her and give the the comfort of his presence. Those silly winks and cocky personality ironically put her at ease.
That was another thing. She found herself thinking about the handsome knight more and more and it bothered her. Why did she think about him? Sidra shook her head, trying to clear her mind of him so she could focus on the problem at hand. There was bustle all around her as the strangers she called pack mates went about their daily deeds. A sip was taken from the flask and a sigh whispered from her lips after the warming liquid trailed down her throat. She smiled at the delightful burn of the Vodka as it washed down and hit the pit of her stomach giving her a fulfilling feeling. Amethyst eyes searched the fort for a friendly face. Sidra wasn't trying very hard to catch attention but still stood with the pride of a queen, her tail flicking lightly behind her with anticipation. It just wasn't like her to be so insecure. She was tough, nobody could knock her down. It was silly how nervous she was around all these new faces. Sidra tried to wipe away the anxiety from her face by means of furrowing her brow. Unfortunately, it only made her look mad and uninviting paired with her dominant posture.
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