In need of his Family

[Shadowfang]

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Post length: 635. " Hello everyone!" Shadow slowly stood from a slumber that was no dream but a nightmare. He growled and tears left him and he bared his fangs at nothing and no one but at the same time everything. He pained and he was dying within. His one and only love that he had ever given his heart to was gone and the litter of pups that she had birthed were gone as well for they had died when they should have been brought into a world with two loving parents. Shadow was an assassin and a killer who had learned to have a heart and here he was, crying and in more pain then any bite, dagger whip or anything physical could ever do to him. At that moment Shadow could be attacked by every member of his pack and he would die but it wouldn't hurt, for physical pain was nothing compared to the mental and heart ache that he felt at this moment. Shadow looking around with tears in his eyes and he was moving slowly and without strength or meaning behind his actions. He was broken, After so long of fighting and keeping Insomnia and helping others and taking stress after stress and hit after hit, it had finally happened. The once unbreakable knight of good had been broken and there was not enough glue or tap in the world to put him back together. Shadow whined and limped as if hurt and his ears were back and his tail dragging on the floor. At this moment it looked as though Shadow would die not from a glorious battle but a broken heart and soul. He was in so much pain and he could see far enough ahead to know that after this pain would come Anger.....so much anger. "Insomnia why.....Why did you have to leave....Why....Why Gods did you have to not only take her from me but my Pups as Well!!!!!" Shadow Howled loudly those words and then slumped as he growled deeply and gave more weak sounding whines as he fell to his side and just laid there in pain and anguish. He had his pack but his true meaning to his life...his love and a family were gone. he had nothing to live for...all that seemed now was that he would lay here until he died, he would not eat, he would not move, he would just waist away...for how could one expect to live when so much has been taken. There was also the matter of his entire pack going out to hunt a friend of his that he had known and helped through plenty of hard times, he had helped her when she was heart and no matter what she threw at him in terms of insults or threats or even when she fought him he still was her friend. Amy the assassin who had fallen so far would be killed by the very pack he was in and he would not be able to help her or save her or stop his pack or anything. All of this just further proved that not only was he broken but he was also helpless and unable to really help anyone...It was all a lie, his mother should have not told him to hold onto his heart, he should have just been a killer like his father wanted and be like Amy, maybe then he would be killed and he wouldn't have to feel all these painful things within. Shadow shook his head no, no he couldn't be heartless, he had already let to many in and now he was stuck with this pain, just like he was stuck in a pack, alone with out a mate or pups and soon...without another friend.

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