set before the hurricane <3
Ookami's large golden body was taken towards the forest outside of his packlands. He didn't stray far, but he allowed his legs to carry them wherever he wished. He needed privacy, he wanted to be able to cut into his skin and watch his bright crimson liquid flow from the cut. He wanted to feel that pain, it was so invigorating and absorbing, he loved the feeling of causing his own self this pleasure he had found. Both of his forarms were cut from the wrist to his elbow. They were in horizontal lines stretching from one side of his arm to the other. Some were deeper than others, some more fresh and some scabbed over.
He had no intention of killing himself, he just wanted to bleed. He was in control over how much pain he put himself through and that was the only thing he had control over. As he walked through the forest, he found a fallen tree that was laying down in a path. He sat on it and searched the ground. A particularly sharp rock caught his eye and he picked it up, a hunger growing in him.
His fingers grasped the rock as he ran his thumb over the sharp edge. He pressed his thumb down on it, smiling devilishly. He pressed the sharp edge against his skin on his forearm and pressed down on it hard. He felt it prick his skin and he let out a "mm" sound. Then he pressed even further, so it was deep down in his skin. Slowly he dragged the edge across to the other side of his arm, pressing hard and watching blood spill onto his arms. Over and over again he did this on his right arm. When it was completely engrossed in blood and deep cuts, he switched over so that he was doing it to his left. The pain was great, stinging and burning and hurting, but it felt so good at the same time. Blood rolled off his arm, dripping onto the ground steadily. He'd cut really deep this time, and he was glad he did. Maybe next time he would cut even deeper..
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