Amaranth smiled as well as she could looking at him. He was alive maybe what he feared was not so bad. She knew she was lying to herself but she tried to twist things just to make them better for herself. She didn't want pain to lace her world every day. So she created a world in her head one where she was safe from all the woes of the world. She leaned into him a bit.
no She said softly looking to him. But... she paused for a moment. Life always foud a way to continue and though her love seemed to fade she did not stop wanting what she thought was perfection. She looking at Strel his purple eyes seemed to watch her. She wondered if she had done wrong.
If you can keep a secret I will tell you mine She spoke as she looked at her mud colored hands. She was a twisted strange girl who should think before leaping but here she was breaking every ounce of normal all for what she wanted. Never thinking for a minute how it may affect others.
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