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[Laruku Tears]

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The superawesome poetic way you write makes me want to hide! Dx



Ell-aiye, he corrected quietly, shurgging. There isn't much worth elaborating on -- there are better things to talk about than me, anyway. He was certain that this was true, though regardless of that, he had had a hard time settling his thoughts on anything other than his own sad circumstances for many months already. Thoughts were selfish, but they were meant to be that way. Theoretically, so much attention to himself would have conceived some sort of solution or at least a compromise, but emotions got in the way of general logic, even for months and years after the facts. He held in a sigh, not really wanting to seem as depressed as he was.



It's easy to get sidetracked, the hybrid continued, There're lots of places to go and see -- why stay here? It was mostly a rhetorical question, but he wouldn't have minded if she had chanced an answer. Most people could cite their reasons, even if their reason was that there was no reason at all. These days, Laruku liked to dance back and forth between several of them, though he wasn't sure he really believed in any of them. They were the reasons that should be, but he wasn't sure what he was really thinking anymore.



Luz Cresendo then, he said deliberately, as if forcing himself to remember it, You must like something about this place to come back, hm?

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