01-05-2009, 12:37 PM
Deuce looked wearilly at the dark male as he came into her cabin. She gave him a wan smile, her gaze drifting down to the ash grey male he'd pushed towards her. She lowered her head, licking at the tiny male, knowing he'd already left her, then gently licked Willow. Her bi-colored gaze returned to Lucifer. "I'm okay...and Willow is strong." She glanced to the small boy, a deep sadness in her eyes. She'd done everyting right this time, and he still hadn't lived. But it wasn't her fault, it was nature. Let the weak die to make room for the strong.
She returned her gaze to Lucifer, studying him. She reached her neck out, nuzzling him, licking gently at his maw. It was her way of apologizing for everything that had gone wrong between them. So many of their porblems had been bacause of her, she knew. She had so much in her mind that sometimes she didn't know what she was doing. She wasn't crazy, though. not like she had been. She didn't hear Erik or Shadown anymore, didn't hear the miscarried pups whimpering, didn't hear them blaming her anymore. That had eneded when the homelands had ended. And now this was home...but it wasn't at the same time.
She returned her gaze to Lucifer, studying him. She reached her neck out, nuzzling him, licking gently at his maw. It was her way of apologizing for everything that had gone wrong between them. So many of their porblems had been bacause of her, she knew. She had so much in her mind that sometimes she didn't know what she was doing. She wasn't crazy, though. not like she had been. She didn't hear Erik or Shadown anymore, didn't hear the miscarried pups whimpering, didn't hear them blaming her anymore. That had eneded when the homelands had ended. And now this was home...but it wasn't at the same time.