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He did not like this. He hated weaknesses, and it was not hard to spot his worst one at the moment. If he had not been officially chained to another female this would never have been an issue, but the consequences of his many one night stands had slapped him in the face several times, and the last thing he wanted was an army of bastard children taking over this whole goddamn land. It was not right to Firefly. Not that he usually cared about what was right or wrong, but he was no longer in a position to do everything he wanted. He could just pray that Cwmfen was the last female that was able to tempt him as much as she did now, but he highly doubted it. Wolves were not as simple as they once had been. Now they were complicated beings, and Haku could go from canine to canine and find rubbish, but there were jewels among the boring gray rocks, and that was what kicked his hormones into motion. He loved what he saw in Cwmfen, just as he had loved the things he had seen in Deuce, Tayui and of course his own mate.
The black flower said she understood, but did she really? He surely did not, so how could she. Well, she was a female, quite a bit more complicated than most males. Sex, drugs and rock and roll, male power. Cwmfen could never understand his logic because usually there was none. He did not know why he was here in the middle of the night, and he would never figure out the reason why his paws had brought him to her home. Maybe it was the simple fact that it was not worth it. She was a woman, and she was able to create life itself, and he could not spread his sick seeds in Dahlia de Mai. One thing was strangers and wolves outside Dahlia, but he could not bring this mess into Dahlia. There were methods to prevent any fruit of sex, but it simply was not worth it. He could not fool around with members of his own pack, fucking up everything he touched. Dahlia needed to be spared, because he had made a promise to serve this pack. He had failed, but would try to keep from making the same mistakes again.
What else was there to say. Haku had nothing he wanted to share with the female at the moment. Maybe he had come here for clearance, an answer, something, but he had not received anything but more thoughts and a stronger desire to make love to the strange beauty one more time. He could not stay. ”I’m sorry for waking you up, my lady.” The male mumbled hoarsely before he pulled away from her and breaking their eye contact one last time. He did not look up at her again when he turned to leave. ”I'll leave you now.” As if it was not obvious, idiot. With that, he perked his ears and left the scene, a limb tail revealing his sad mood. He would go home and burnish his fucked up honor. |
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