03-19-2009, 11:42 PM
Firefly's mind was lost in her own bitter thoughts. She knew sooner than later she'd have to retreave her two boys and bring them home safely, but she doubted that the time that Haku had been seperated from them and the thought that he would lose his children hadn't been enough. For them to safely be returned was almost a reward for his bad behavior and she almost believed that the two should just be raised outside the pack. She knew though that she couldn't get away with her game forever and that she did indeed miss having the children here. Why hadn't she just taken the children back to her own home and pushed Haku out of their lives.
She knew the answer though she wouldn't say it outloud and it hurt. It hurt that she actually cared for the male that had done her wrong in so many ways so many times. She'd found comfort at his side and in his bed and after it all she'd fallen to this. She lowered her eyes to gaze down at the floor as she tried to blink away tears. She doubted that the chocolate male even knew what it was like to love, his world resolved around his needs and wants and trophies over time. She was just a dusty reward he'd picked up along the way that sat on a shelf filed away with lusty memories. She knew she was something more.. but he'd never see.
She shook her head, dashing away those hot tears as the voice of another cut through her personal war, "What?" she spat harshly before she'd even raised her face to see who was calling. She'd been so far gone that she hadn't even recognized the voice of their leader. Pinning her ears back suddenly as she did now the Acer sighed. "Cercelee.." she said softly.
She knew the answer though she wouldn't say it outloud and it hurt. It hurt that she actually cared for the male that had done her wrong in so many ways so many times. She'd found comfort at his side and in his bed and after it all she'd fallen to this. She lowered her eyes to gaze down at the floor as she tried to blink away tears. She doubted that the chocolate male even knew what it was like to love, his world resolved around his needs and wants and trophies over time. She was just a dusty reward he'd picked up along the way that sat on a shelf filed away with lusty memories. She knew she was something more.. but he'd never see.
She shook her head, dashing away those hot tears as the voice of another cut through her personal war, "What?" she spat harshly before she'd even raised her face to see who was calling. She'd been so far gone that she hadn't even recognized the voice of their leader. Pinning her ears back suddenly as she did now the Acer sighed. "Cercelee.." she said softly.