03-28-2009, 03:03 AM
Firefly didn't believe that she'd deserved what Cercelee had thrown at her. She believed that she'd been in every right to do what she had, the only place she'd gone wrong was lying to the pack and getting caught, but the fact that Haku had thought he had any right to take her son away from her, he was mistaken. She had returned to her own cabin across the lands from Haku's place and had thrown herself upon the old sofa. She had never thought that anything would happen to the two small boys inside Phoenix Valley. She'd been there just days before and the two were perfectly find. It could have happened anywhere, she knew that.. but Conor was missing and the pack would blame her for it now. She wouldn't admit it but she would blame herself too.
The woman had cried bitter tears the night before, not knowing if her son was live and being denied any sort of communication with her other. There was little or nothing keeping her in the packlands now and she was almost to the brink of walking away from it all. She could take Emwe and leave, the pack couldn't stop her, they wouldn't dare.. but she knew in the end that the child was better off in the pack than with her if she did leave. She didn't even know where she'd go if she left Dahlia de Mai. She just sighed to herself and pushed the thoughts aside for now.
Firefly stared blankly at the fireplace where a small fire crackled and purred happily as it ate at the dry wood she'd dumped in it's maw. The woman had sat there half the morning, holed up in her cabin to keep out of the face of the pack. She knew that sooner or later the word would get out and the nasty cruel comments would come pouring in. She could feel her skin prickle just at the thought as she shut her eyes and wrapped the blanket around herself tighter.
The woman had cried bitter tears the night before, not knowing if her son was live and being denied any sort of communication with her other. There was little or nothing keeping her in the packlands now and she was almost to the brink of walking away from it all. She could take Emwe and leave, the pack couldn't stop her, they wouldn't dare.. but she knew in the end that the child was better off in the pack than with her if she did leave. She didn't even know where she'd go if she left Dahlia de Mai. She just sighed to herself and pushed the thoughts aside for now.
Firefly stared blankly at the fireplace where a small fire crackled and purred happily as it ate at the dry wood she'd dumped in it's maw. The woman had sat there half the morning, holed up in her cabin to keep out of the face of the pack. She knew that sooner or later the word would get out and the nasty cruel comments would come pouring in. She could feel her skin prickle just at the thought as she shut her eyes and wrapped the blanket around herself tighter.