04-24-2009, 08:30 AM
Her children always saw a side of her that no one else got to glimpse and it broke her heart the way that Emwe just sat there and looked up at her. She didn't know how to explain to Emwe that she'd done something wrong and that there were a lot of the pack that were very angry with her. She knew that Emwe had enjoyed his time with Lysander but the pack wasn't to pleased that she'd known where the boys had been the whole time. She just shook her head and closed her eyes, listening to that tiny tail thumping so happily against the floorboards. Tears began to blur her vision as she began to realize just how bad she's screwed up.
Crouching down she picked up Emwe and held him tight against her chest. She didn't know if there was even a way of explaining things to where he could understand, but if there was she didn't think she would even want to try. She ran her fingers across Emwe's head and down his back as she sighed softly. "I'm Sorry Emwe.. mommy screwed up.." She closed her eyes and just wished she could make it right again. They hadn't been the happiest family in the world, but they had been a family atleast.
She lifted Emwe up in the air and tried to smile as she asked him. "What have you been up to with daddy?"
Crouching down she picked up Emwe and held him tight against her chest. She didn't know if there was even a way of explaining things to where he could understand, but if there was she didn't think she would even want to try. She ran her fingers across Emwe's head and down his back as she sighed softly. "I'm Sorry Emwe.. mommy screwed up.." She closed her eyes and just wished she could make it right again. They hadn't been the happiest family in the world, but they had been a family atleast.
She lifted Emwe up in the air and tried to smile as she asked him. "What have you been up to with daddy?"