05-02-2009, 03:41 AM
She couldn't help but sigh as Emwe snuggled up against her. She just wished that she hadn't set that whole plan into motion or that Alexey hadn't found them the day before she was to retreave them from their keeper. She was happy that Lysander had atleast treated them well. She didn't blame him for Conor running off, she'd done the same when she was little, but it had made things even worse for her in the end. Conor had been found luckily but the pack had refused to let her see him and she didn't even know how he was. "Emwe.. is Conor ok?" she asked suddenly, wondering if her little boy could tell her anything on what Conor was going through. The rest of the pack acted as though she didn't deserve to know how her own child was fairing. She knew she was in trouble for her actions, but the punishment she was being dooled out was beyond cruel.
She leaned her head against Emwe's and was quiet a moment, catching the puzzled look that seemed to linger on his tiny face as she tried to keep the tears from threatening her eyes. Emwe asked her a question which made her pull away from the close contact as she shook her head and laughed bitterly. "Daddy would be even angrier if I was there.. sorry Kiddo." She knew that he wanted them both there with him and she wished it could be that easy for the boy but she knew there was no way. She'd destroyed anything that might have lingered after he'd shattered their relationship.. he tried to tell her she only had herself to blame.. but she knew it wasn't true.
She leaned her head against Emwe's and was quiet a moment, catching the puzzled look that seemed to linger on his tiny face as she tried to keep the tears from threatening her eyes. Emwe asked her a question which made her pull away from the close contact as she shook her head and laughed bitterly. "Daddy would be even angrier if I was there.. sorry Kiddo." She knew that he wanted them both there with him and she wished it could be that easy for the boy but she knew there was no way. She'd destroyed anything that might have lingered after he'd shattered their relationship.. he tried to tell her she only had herself to blame.. but she knew it wasn't true.