11-07-2009, 03:52 AM
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| http://sleepyglow.net/rp/kae/endoftheworld.jpg); background-position:top center; background-repeat:no-repeat; background-position:fixed; padding-top:243px; padding-left:15px; padding-right:15px; padding-bottom:10px;"> If the silvery hybrid could have anything in that moment, it would be numbness, forgetfulness, a rewind button, not to erase what had happened, for that was impossible, but one to tape over the memory. Where had that black, shifting thing inside of her gone off to? If he had resurfaced for those minutes, hours—however long it had been—she wouldn't even remember what had happened. She would have woken up in the morning sore between her legs with no recollection of who she'd bedded the night prior, assuming it was all planned and wanted. The pallid wolf stood beside her, again offering touch—Kaena might have shied away from it at any other time, finding the strange-pelted wolf's comforts too close and too friendly, but now it was all Kaena could do to keep from clutching at the other woman, hiding beneath her and screaming and pleading to be kept safe, that puppyishness threatening to well up from inside of her. Regression was a terrible thing sometimes, and in the moments beneath Haku Kaena had seen herself as a yearling again, barely old enough to withstand her half-brother's ravagings. There was a shaky sigh from the hybrid, and she seemed more composed than she had since... before. It was strange to look back on her own life and see such a divide; then and now. It seemed like eons ago she'd been safe in Inferni, tucked behind the protection of the coyote border; indeed, it seemed like it had been a different canine entirely. "Yes," she answered quickly. "Please," the silvery woman added, turning her single eye toward the paler canine. Kaena didn't know where the hell she'd even ended up; there was just coast and ocean, and it had drawn her to this spot. The thought of heading home was too heavy to bear. |