01-28-2010, 10:18 PM
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There were many ways in which Cambria was already more mature than many her age, but she did not really view herself in that manner. It was hard for her to view herself in any wholly positive or impressive light. She was modest but also incredibly unsure of herself. As far as she was concerned she did not think herself to be anything unique or special. Sometimes she could capture that feeling while in the presence of another, like her parents, or Dawali, and now here with Lolita, but once she left that person behind all the inadequate feelings came back to crash down on her and she felt small and insignificant once more. The young girl was not happy enough with herself to sustain that feeling of importance and so sadly she was dependent on the validation of other's to make her feel worthwhile. Hopefully one day that would change, but Cambria had no idea how to make that happen.
Right now she could not even imagine regretting this. It felt far too good to ever lead to regret later on. She might end up being confused or conflicted, but regret would probably not be a factor. There was really nothing to regret, except for perhaps the fact that this was not happening between herself and someone she loved and who loved her. Right now though Cambria didn't know that this was often reserved between two people who were in a romantic relationship and so such thoughts did not cross her mind. Right now very few thoughts at all were crossing her mind. Feelings and sensations were all that existed for now. The new feelings kept coming as carefully prodded a finger into her. Her young body tensed at the new experience, though not out of discomfort. It was a good thing that she was with another female instead of a male doing this, for the pain would be minimized and pain was something she could not stand. Chances are if she had run into a man none of this would have been happening for she would have run away again. The girl's legs spread even wider, intrigued once again by the new touch.
There were many ways in which Cambria was already more mature than many her age, but she did not really view herself in that manner. It was hard for her to view herself in any wholly positive or impressive light. She was modest but also incredibly unsure of herself. As far as she was concerned she did not think herself to be anything unique or special. Sometimes she could capture that feeling while in the presence of another, like her parents, or Dawali, and now here with Lolita, but once she left that person behind all the inadequate feelings came back to crash down on her and she felt small and insignificant once more. The young girl was not happy enough with herself to sustain that feeling of importance and so sadly she was dependent on the validation of other's to make her feel worthwhile. Hopefully one day that would change, but Cambria had no idea how to make that happen.
Right now she could not even imagine regretting this. It felt far too good to ever lead to regret later on. She might end up being confused or conflicted, but regret would probably not be a factor. There was really nothing to regret, except for perhaps the fact that this was not happening between herself and someone she loved and who loved her. Right now though Cambria didn't know that this was often reserved between two people who were in a romantic relationship and so such thoughts did not cross her mind. Right now very few thoughts at all were crossing her mind. Feelings and sensations were all that existed for now. The new feelings kept coming as carefully prodded a finger into her. Her young body tensed at the new experience, though not out of discomfort. It was a good thing that she was with another female instead of a male doing this, for the pain would be minimized and pain was something she could not stand. Chances are if she had run into a man none of this would have been happening for she would have run away again. The girl's legs spread even wider, intrigued once again by the new touch.