What this could be, and how it could feel to be loved was something she had imagined. Yes, the parental love, the family connection was one thing, and the only thing that she had experienced. But this, this was no dream and yet it felt exceedingly fantastical. Her hopes and her wishes had come true, and Mati no longer felt it susceptible to the swaying of her commitment. She was dedicated, grounded by this love and never wanted to feel the lost feeling that she had know before Cambria. She spoke, the words drifting through the haze of sleep, the warmth that surrounded them and came to her ears as she pulled them forward. She leaned closer, her body knowing the answer before her mind could even form the thoughts. She would not go. It was a wish of the other females, and though Mati felt the same, she would never leave not just for her own heart but the heart of the Marino woman. To hurt Cambria would be the end of the light brown wolfess, and she would protect her from that harm and the pains that other might try to bring her. Mati wished to be loved, and felt that so by her, but she also felt the unending need to provide everything that she could ever need.
Mati's breath was hot against her neck, and she raised her mouth to her ear. She loved every part of her, and it was impossible to know what was best. Her fingers moved against the soft skin of her stomach, her nose lightly touching the fur along the cream hued ear. She wished for sleep to filled with her but only if her dreams would replay this day, she yearned for a life that would never be without her, she could not have a thought that did not consist of her. She wanted her, and Mati felt that need and such a thing was almost as intoxicating as Cambia's hands on her body. You never need to worry. Mati spoke, a whisper that she willed to reach the others heart. The two words came from her own.
The days of unknowing were gone, and Mati would look back to them with mixed feelings. she would be shamed for not seeing the beauty in the love that had been almost instantaneous between the two females, she would hate that she had hurt her no matter how much Cambria forgave her. there had been pain there, and Mati had created it. she would work forever to correct it. The pain and fear that had come to her at the threat that Cambria had almost been lost to her lingered, such a vivid and cutting emotion was not so easily faded from her thoughts, and made the thought of Cambria wishing for them to be together even more moving for Mati. Your my everything.
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