09-29-2011, 06:01 PM
Saxif’s muscles had ached for attention she needed to run so she left her mate to her rest and ran. She was going to follow the borders for a while but felt the need to leave the grounds. She half thought just to keep going to keep running but her thoughts fell straight. She had already hurt Shiloh too much by her ghost like behavior, leaving her now as she was would be just plain cruel. The stress since reintroducing herself back into Shiloh’s life was almost traumatic. Shiloh’s heart nearly shattered on top of her soul and it was most likely because of the huntress. The guilt of her depression of her behavior was weighing on her. She was not this person, not one to mope and whine. She was usually so helpful, so caring and a lot of the time cheerful. She missed that wolf the one she was in AniWaya. She stopped running to drink by a stream her four-legged form pleased by the attention.
Why is this happening to me?! She mindlessly blurted out. She shifted to Lupreci before settling herself on the bank of the river. She grabbed a stick and started to doodle in the dirt. She had been questioning what to do as of late. Her life with Shiloh was just so different now. Everything that had happened was it just too much for the huntress to handle? If she were at war she would have been thoroughly focused on that. She would have loved it for it was her heart to be a warrior, a huntress… but now… she was on the sidelines unable to step in. She threw the stick angrily she didn’t know what she was if she was not herself. Had she just become a ghost? A useless being meant to endure nothing but sadness from this point on? She did not know, her life seemed so energetic and ready to become something great... she hoped this was only just a rock in the path a small obstacle to get over. Maybe all of this is just leading up to something that is worth while... if not then what would be the point. She pulled her knees into her chest and stared at the water as it waved and shifted with the wind.
Why is this happening to me?! She mindlessly blurted out. She shifted to Lupreci before settling herself on the bank of the river. She grabbed a stick and started to doodle in the dirt. She had been questioning what to do as of late. Her life with Shiloh was just so different now. Everything that had happened was it just too much for the huntress to handle? If she were at war she would have been thoroughly focused on that. She would have loved it for it was her heart to be a warrior, a huntress… but now… she was on the sidelines unable to step in. She threw the stick angrily she didn’t know what she was if she was not herself. Had she just become a ghost? A useless being meant to endure nothing but sadness from this point on? She did not know, her life seemed so energetic and ready to become something great... she hoped this was only just a rock in the path a small obstacle to get over. Maybe all of this is just leading up to something that is worth while... if not then what would be the point. She pulled her knees into her chest and stared at the water as it waved and shifted with the wind.