I just really don't get it
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WC: 263 Blah she's so emo right now. Location is adaptable. Date probably the 20th will update on that later. Posting order Sax. Aeron. Io.

The huntress sat on a fallen log at the edge of a pond. Its murky waters rippled as Saxif threw stones into it; her mind rampant with crippling thoughts of despair. Her failure in the past month weighed on her constantly and everyone she knew had known it. She was sure of it anyway for as she looked into the distorted image on the waters she knew she looked terrible. Her hair was a complete mess, her eyes were dull amber than a vibrant gold and the useless splinted arm rested on her lap as she slumped. She threw another stone at her reflection growing tired of the sight.

She was getting tired of everything, the thoughts, the helplessness, the anger & most of all the guilt. She took a deep breath trying to keep her emotions at bay. If she had not broken her arm she would have filled the day with training and running to avoid it. Since her routine could no longer be followed she chose to do nothing. She sighed attempting to skip a flat stone, it fell into the water with nothing but a ‘gunk’ into the dark water. This forced her to grab the final of her stone pile and she threw it with great force into the pond. She winced as her arm shifted and wondered when the pain would stop. Even something so simple was unobtainable to the girl for her right hand had been her dominant hand but now it rested upon her lap useless. She sighed wondering what was there to do now.

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Its a hoard of animals and Aeron

Aeron had brought Charm to Anathema she was resting in the cave and Aeron had gone out to hunt. She was slowly each day starting to show. She brought Charm here to help her get better and to allow Io to meet her. Becuase Aeron was going to build that happy family. Mother's and uncles and aunts and she was going to have her home in AT she would build it if she had to and Io would be happy. She would have her kids and family and that would be good.

Zenna draped herself on aeron's shoulder. "doing, food?" She motioned at the dead thing in Aeron's hand. a paw out stretched trying to reach for it. No, its dinner for Charm and Io Zenna glared at her with the look of annoyance. Letting out a huff she looked away from Aeron. She was heading to check more traps down by the water. She figured that she might have a fish maybe in the one water trap.

Zenna became alert as her ears came up and her head turned to look at what she was smelling. "Zenna what?" Aeron asked as she feline flicked her tail. "Well well well, there's a stranger on our tides. I hope you have permission to be on our lands." Io said softly as she looked at the golden colored female.



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Word Count :: 000 Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet.


Charm was... bearable. Though Io had been spending more and more time tidying since Aeron had spoke about moving, she had seen Charm very little. They'd found a hotel, a large, mostly stable building and chosen it as their home. The cave wasn't large enough for the three females, Leon, Sarajevo and Aslan. Not to mention two litters of pups. The hotel was enormous though, and it would take ages to ready it. They had made plans to clean the kitchen and pup room firstly. Since they were possibly the rooms they'd use first.


Io had taken a rest from her work, or lack there of seeing as no hands made light work. Aeron had come with her, dragging along her cats. Fowl creature they were, no manners. She trotted along slowly, her current state only permitting a fraction of her usual speed. She caught wind of another being and spoke, 'Well, well, well, there is a stranger on our tides. I hope you have permission to be on our lands'. She rolled herself onto her hind legs and sat beside Aeron. 'What do you suppose we do?' she asked calmly. She could smell Leon on her, something which unsettled her slightly, but she didn't show her intrest much.


Image courtesy of Dyrk.Wyst@Flickr; Table by the Mentors!

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WC: 238




Saxif’s ears had perked as she heard the sound of hooves. She turned her head to see two females approaching. Her brow furrowed almost not interested in speaking with the strangers. Yet something about them seemed familiar. As she took in their scent she realized they both were pregnant. She stood then and gave them a courteous bow. Good day ladies. She had kept her arm slightly from view embarrassed by the injury. Especially in front of two very pretty females of who were clearly together.

My name is Saxif Goldenfeather. She said approaching them with her left hand held out. Then she realized why they seemed familiar. You wouldn’t happen to be Aeron Ganesa and Io Berlin perchance? She forced a soft smile. It was rare to see her formal side but it was often showed when she was discomforted or awkward around people. Leon has told me a bit about you two. She made sure her eyes were on Aeron as she said that. She did not want the situation to escalate into anything more awkward by revealing to Io that she knew the horrible truths of Leon. I see you are looking quite healthy, I am glad. She settled her hands behind her back still intent on hiding the injury.

It was clear that she was also trying to hide her troubled mind, the difficult task even far more arduous since the war.

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Its a hoard of animals and Aeron

Aeron watched the cream female as she moved about a bit and re-situated herself. She was polite well at least aeron didn't have to deal with a rude woman on lands where they didn't belong. Her name was unique something aeron had never heard before and it made her curios as to how she knew her name. Then it hit her as the woman said Leon. A huff emitted from her maw. "I'm Aeron" She confirmed, why was Leon going around talking about her to others.

Aeron Had moved herself a bit closer to Io. She would do anything for the red and white woman. Aeron almost wanted to chuckle the woman commented on how healthy they looked. She crossed her arms looking at the woman. "So now Leon had been telling you about us? Like what" Aeron liked to think of herself as head of the house hold. She allowed Leon to live under her good graces.


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Word Count » 000 :: Out of character text here.


Io stayed uncharacteristically silent through Saxif's words. Did that mean he'd spoken of the incident? Most probably so. Though as Aeron looked away, steel gray orbs shot daggers towards the golden girl, warning to stay silent. Her bushy tail flicked behind her in irritation, all hopefully without Aeron noticing. She couldn't know, she just couldn't because it could ruin everything herself and Leon had worked for. Especially with the B&B. It was in prehensible reach of finally getting fixed up and there was no way they could do within Leon's experties. His height and strenght would aid greatly and of course if the secret every leaked, Io would have to take Leon's side.


'Yes, what has he told you?' she asked, a hint of urgancy in her voice. Desperate to know if he had spoken of his dirty deed, though she did not want vocal notification, just a small sign in the girl's actions to tell her he had. The idea sickened her. Why would he spread it around, was he proud of it? She had warned him to speak of this to no one, but it seemed he had broken her rule. If he had told her then perhaps he had told others. Fury filled Io's mind, but showed nothing on her face.


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Whoa whoa whoa now. That's basically her thoughts XD

Saxif shifted awkwardly as the steely gazes met her amber eyes of confusion. She had moved too quickly with her conversation but she was always uncomfortable when talking to women so it was no surprise to her. The pale blonde’s eyes shifted toward Io a slight guilt fell over the female wishing she had not known the truth between her friend and the coydog. But she had and it was clear in the huntress’s eyes that she had. The broken girl quickly looked back to Aeron attempting to answer her question. I was merely told of your arrangement, nothing more. I think it’s great. I myself was in a relationship with a female and though I highly doubt I’ll ever have kids. She chuckled at the ludicrous thought as she spoke but quickly caught herself clearing her throat halting its action. She lowered her eyes wondering if she had offended them.

Forgive me. What I meant to say was if she wanted a family… She realized her words as her mind was momentarily lost in the past. A lump rose in her throat at the thought of a time when she had been happy with the scarred girl. Uh… Such an arrangement would have been welcomed. Her brow furrowed as she felt the desire to cry but she fought it and would not show weakness not to them. There was only one person who knew her in such vulnerability and he was the father of their children. She gathered her composure and set a soft smile hoping to recover the conversation into a more sensible one. I guess congratulations are in order. I wish you all the best for yourselves and your pups. When are they meant to grace this world with their adorableness? She forced a smile hoping the mood had been lightened.

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Its a hoard of animals and Aeron

Aeron was none to impressed by what the woman was saying. There was just something about Leon and him telling people of her and Io. Not like Aeron wanted to be someones secret but it was the fact that the male was telling others about her family and what they were doing. "Matter's with my family should not be spread like seed." she stated her tone more stern on my.

In her mind she was head of the house hold not Leon. Leon was a guest in Aeron's home and Aeron's life. She had chosen to allow Io to bring him here and god damn she'd remove him too. Aeron really hadn't changed her posture arms still crossed her chest as she just stood unamused.

Aeron looked at Io for a moment as she thought. "About a month, maybe less." Aeron stated though it truly wasn't something the woman needed to know. "So what is your relation with Leon?" The better question wasn't for this woman it was for leon and who the hell he thought he was telling people things.


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occgoodnessss


Io smirked at Aeron's harsh comment. Though she felt pretty much the same way, she now shifted her persona to a much friendlier state, balancing out her mate's sharp words. 'Aeron... She asked a question... Nothing more' she whispered, nudging her mate softly. When she turned back to Saxif, she shrugged plainly and comment much the same, 'Plenty more fish in the sea...' Her words sounded irritated, but they usually did for little, insignificate reasons.


As Aeron looked to her, she nodded gently, a small, brief yes sign. She had been keeping better track of time than Aeron, she was undoubtedly better suited to this situation than Aeron. 'About that' she noted, tilting her head in thought. There was no other reason Io could see, except curiousity, to why Saxif would ask that question. But even through Aeron's stoicness, Io remain the better socialised one in the conversation, lining every word with a convincing smile.


The russet and white coated woman nodded along in agreement to Aeron's question. If they were courting, it wouldn't fuss Io. As long as their agreement still stood and he finished his work on the house. And of course the most important thing, that he would repeat this process again, if Io wished it. She was the only male she trusted for this, fully. Shurui could always be relied on for the 'construction process', though for anything else he was good for nothing.


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