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Even though he had been a part of this group for a while, Athanasios had kept an uncharacteristic distance from the other members. He mostly observed and meditated, like he usually did when he was alone. It was more like him to interact with the locals, however, especially since he was to be living among them. Maybe it was to gain an assessment on the way of life, beyond what Artemisia and the black lady Eris told him upon his initial joining. He felt there was a little bit of anxiety and nervousness that came with meeting new people, a wavering confidence he normally didn't find in himself. Perhaps he was afraid of saying the wrong thing and having that amount of insecurity with his... family. It felt almost wrong.

He still couldn't get over calling them "family", more in the traditional sense rather than the brotherhood sense he had known all his life. He had meditated over it many times, but still found a detachment to their definition of the word. He had taken residence up in a tree, rather than in a house, which he would meditate in for hours on end, and when he wasn't meditating he would simply wander around the pack lands, observing the day to day activities. He found himself watching those deemed slaves to the pack, taking note of the ring through their noses, as if they were labeled like cattle. Artemisia hadn't mentioned the fact that the pack took slaves for their own bidding and it worried him. Did she omit this on purpose or had she really not taken notice of this? Both possibilities seemed equally as bad as the other and Thanos couldn't stand thinking about it further. Instead, he chose to simply observe the land again, perched up in his tree and comfortably watched the clouds roll across the sky.

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