Life goes on
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Neela had become intimately familiar with the cracked white painted wall and the small window with its view of the river that lay to the right of her bed; after all, it was pretty much the only thing that she had seen the last few days.


Ever since the fight a few days ago, ever since Neela had been forced to kill the last link she had to her old home and life in order to save her own, she had just lain listlessly in her bed, neither eating or talking or even sleeping except when she could help it; the only thing worse than the mixture of shame and guilt running through her head when she was awake was the nightmares it brought forth when she was asleep.


It wasn't just the collie's guilt that kept her bedbound. While she had been lucky in that she had suffered no broken bones aside from her ribs it felt like her entire body was just one large collection of knife wounds and injured muscles. Her left leg could no longer support her weight after the wound had been reopened, her right hand trembled and refused to close fully, her tail had a glancing wound that stung like a papercut whenever it moved… countless little wounds all working together to leave her in a very bad condition.


Her stomach rumbled but Neela ignored both the sound and the growing pain that was beginning to accompany it. Neela hadn’t been eating as much as was healthy lately and her latest few days of fasting had left her supplies of food at almost empty. Despite the pain she couldn’t bring herself to eat; the very thought of eating anything made her nauseous, and so she let the pain from her stomach lose itself amongst the other pains assailing her.


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Tony diligently arsed around with the fish until it seemed cooked. He hated the smell beyond words, but Neela needed to eat. The only problem was that she wouldn't and the last, and only, idea Tony had was giving her fish. Fish from the river out back. He hated water and was no fisherman, but he'd spent most of the morning getting wet trying to catch a medium sized fish. That's what love does to you. It was something Tony mused time and time again. He was still wet from his involuntary swim in the river, but satisfied that he had gotten a fish for Neela.


Chucking the fish on a thick wooden plate, taking a piece of the fish in his mouth. Salty, not particularly tasty. Perhaps overcooked, or undercooked. Tony was no chef and of course, he couldn't tell. Moving into the hall way, he picked up a velvet bag, the one with the dagger in it and then made his way to the bedroom he shared with Neela. Placing the plate on the bed her smiled softly, leaning over to kiss her head and then sit back on his side. 'Brought y' dinner. See anythin' nice out there, eh?' he asked gesturing to the window. There was a moment of silence, before Tony plucked up the courage to speak. 'N... Neela. The's sommin' I bin meanin' t' ask y'...'


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#3
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Almost against her will Neela’s nose twitched as the delightful aroma of cooked fish filtered into her nostrils from the main room. Free from the scent of blood the food didn’t trigger her nausea as badly and along with its scent came the welcome scent of Tony, causing Neela’s uncompressed ear to twitch in his direction slightly when he entered the room.


Neela sniffed carefully and unsurely at the fish as it was placed down before her, regarding it with a glance more suited for a potential enemy than a piece of food. Carefully she stretched out her muzzle, stripping a small piece of flesh from the fish with her tooth and slowly chewing it. Almost as soon as she had begun to eat the morsel Neela’s stomach began to rumble in earnest and a sudden hunger came over her. Suddenly ravenous he tore into the fish, devouring half of it in one mighty gulp, small bones snapping as she tore into it.


It was the sound that did it. Neela froze stock still when she heard the sound, bones breaking and snapping as she tore into the fish. For a moment time seemed to stand still and then Neela lunged forwards, violently retching and vomiting up the contents of her stomach into a helpfully placed bucket at the side of the bed before sinking back into the pillow, exhausted by the effort of the sudden movement.


”Sorry love, thanks fer the effort though.” She muttered weakly as she shifted gently, trying to get herself comfortable again on the bed. She was about to doze off again when Tony suddenly started speaking again, stuttering nonetheless which was rather odd for him. Neela reopened one eye, amber orb rotating to fix on his face, ”Yeah, whas up?” she asked, one ear cocked curiously.


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He saw back, smiling half heartedly as she took the food and began to eat it. His own ears had picked up on the snapping of the fishes bones before anything happened and it was then when he began to shake his head. Patting Neela' back as she hunched over the bucket. 'Shouldn' a' ate it so fast, n' then y' wouldn' a bin sick' he pointed out, stroking her forehead as she sank back into the bedding she lay on, 'An' y' shoulda pick the bones out, well a' shoulda actually'. He frowned, 'M' sorry, love'. Tony hated seeing her like this, especially when there was nothing he could do about her current situation. Though he could take steps to prevent it.


'Neela...' he began, trying to sound tough and decided like his father, 'I like y'. An' ahm pretty sure y' know that. Ah mean we share a bed an' all. But ah can' keep track o' y' like this, an' ah haven'. So...' he said, looking down towards the dagger. 'Ah wan' y' t' be ma mate. T' prove imma take care o' y', an' tha' ah dun' care about wha' y' don' before or who y' family is. Because I love y' Neela'. Tony smiled gently, looking down to the collie with almost tearful ochre eyes.


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Late late late. Will do my best to keep on time from now on.


Neela mumbled indistinctly when Tony started rubbing her forehead, eyes lidded with fatigue as she listened to his words, ear twitching and muzzle curling into a frown when he shifted blame upon himself. "Not year fault. Et fish wi' bones before, jus ain' usually affected by tha' noise like tha'" she mumbled, tilting her head to gently knock her muzzle against his hand affectionately. "Not yer fault." she repeated sleepily, before lowering her head back down onto the pillow.


She felt tired. The last few days her sleep had been filled with nightmares when she had slept, the bad dreams only being driven away during the times when Tony had been alongside her. Now that he was here, and hopefully would be staying for a little while, she wanted to get some sleep. Her eyes started to close and her breathing started to slow, sleep coming fast through sheer exhaustion, when her ears twitched as Tony's voice reached her ears once more.


Neela's eyes jerked open when Tony started talking, started into wakefulness by the worried tone of his voice, the collie listening in shock as he spoke.


Neela loved Tony, she had been aware of the fact for some time now but there had always been doubts deep down that he actually returned her feelings, that he could return the feelings of somebody who had done what she had done. She had never expected to hear this, to have Tony ask her to be his mate, "Tony… I…" she stuttered, reaching one trembling hand up to latch onto his, twisting and entwining her slender fingers in with his large ones, "I… are you sure? You… you’re young, handsome, son of a pack leader. Yer could get better, much better?" Tony's words had sounded genuine but there was always that unquenchable spark of fear, that ever present shred of doubt, the niggling feeling that she wasn't good enough.


Amber eyes gazed fearfully up into Yellow, waiting for him to say something.


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ooc shit~


'Yea' but ah shoulda thou't 'bout tha'...' he said, his voice a little sterner as he pointed out strongly that it was his fault. Neela would never change his mind about that. It was one of the blacksmith's main personal flaws, he was stubborn and if he ever thought he was to blame then he was. ''M sorry, babe...' he said, hanging his head and lowering his ears towards his head. Ochre eyes looked around with shame in then, pity on his significant other and on himself for his failings as a friend. He should of been there to protect her... Perhaps she did deserve better than him...


He frowned softly at his mate and shook his head. ''M sure, Neels...' he said, a smile appearing on his lips. 'I' wouldn' matt'r if ah was Jaz's son or no'. All ah kno' is tha' ahm sure ah wan' y' t' be mah mate...' He sighed and leaned in closer, taking her in his arms gingerly, careful not to aggravate her injuries. 'Ah ain' neva' bin sure of anythin' more in mah life... Ah ain' even sure tha' th' sky's blue as much as ahm am 'bout 'avin' ye as mah mate...' Tony insisted softly, kissing the top of her head carefully and petting her arm with care.


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Short sorry


”I…..” Neela didn’t know what to say, her mind internally at war between the part of her that wanted to be with Tony more than anything and the part that insisted she wasn’t good enough, that she would hurt somebody again. Suddenly she was torn out of her internal battle by a pressure against the top of her head as Tony lent down, his muzzle touching her head softly. The simple movement seemed to give Neela courage and hesitantly she reached up, linking her arms behind Tony;s back and pulling him down into a proper hug.


”Yes.” she whispered quietly into his ear, digging her muzzle into the fur of his shoulder as much as she could,”I will, I… I … I love you Tony.” she closed her eyes and inhaled deeply, letting Tony’s scent overwhelm her senses and letting herself believe, for a moment, that everything would be alright.

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#8
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well this is short to close things, Tony's jsut cuddling~

Tony pulled Neela down on top of him, gently, careful of her various injuries. She'd accepted, and that made Tony happier than h'd ever been. Happier than all the times he'd pleased his father, or his mother. Or even when he'd bested his brother at anything. Those were insignificant pieces of childishness compared to this moment. And the love he felt, it was like nothing he'd even felt before. Ten time magnified since a few moments ago, it was like a chest unlocked. Tony had felt love before, of course he had, love for his siblings, his parents, the rest of his family. The love he had for his horse and possessions. But it was nothing, nothing, compared to the love he felt at this moment. 'I love y' so, so much, Neels...' Tony said, burying his snout into Neela's fur, 'And ahm neva gonna let y' get hurt again...'.


'C'mere...' he said, wrapping his thick arms around Neela's body, still careful to avoid her various aches and pains.


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