see you again
#1
What could he say? He had lost the love of his life.. and it reallly was all his fault. He hadn't been there for her, multiple times, when she needed him. Now, she didn't love him anymore. The thoughts were unbearable, he couldn't stand them. He loved her with all his life, and she had thrown her's away when he left her. Life without Adonia.. he had done it before, but they'd been together. Now they weren't, and he would still have to be without her.

He wouldn't stay in New Dawn anymore.. He had only joined to be with his love, and now he was headed to Jace's pack. He would join with her. Today he would just go and see if she would mind him staying there with her. They were best friends, he was sure that she would be happy to have him around, and in the same pack and everything. They had been through so much together. And he would get to see her children everyday, and that was exciting.

He wanted to see Jace, and Honrin and Temo, and her new pups. All of them. It would be great. He smiled, for the first time since Adonia broke up with him, as he stopped on the borders. He still had his crutch, but he was using it less and less everyday. At the borders he stood, tilting his head back and letting out a howl for the Wolfe family. It didn't matter who came, he wanted to be comforted. He had cried before, and now he was done with hit. He woudln't cry, he'd be strong. If you love something set it free. Adonia needed something better than what Ookami could give her. He would go back, get his things, but for now, he just wanted to see his friends.
#2
This thread has been dated for the 27th of August.

His training ring was finished finally and to the relief of the nearby living members. His final act was to utilise Artan's strength to drag bags and bags of sand from the beach at Cercatori's coastline and layer it on the floor of the ring. Hopefully it would smother the grass underneath it and stop it from growing, well that was his hope anyway. He had seen the Alpha while she was having her own puppies and even brought her food that he had caught, this made him happy. The boy was just about to head back to his house when a call came through, specifically for his family.

His face creased into a frown, twisting the scars that lacerated his face and he sighed the sigh of the tired. He didn't recognise the howl, having never heard it before. He did however recognise the tall golden man who stood waiting at the borders holding a crutch. His eyes brightened and dropped their weary visage and his tailed wagged,

[color=goldenrod]"Uncle! It's good to see you again!"[color]
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Uncle. The word floated past Ookami's ears and he smiled brightly. The voice sounded familiar but it had changed too. His golden eyes didn't travel far until he saw Honrin. The boy looked so much different than what he had the last time Ookami saw him. Huge scars traveled across his face and his body had grown and filled out. He looked like a grown man already. This is one of the reasons Ookami had decided he wanted to come and live here. He missed seeing Jace's children growing up. He had missed so much with Honrin, and no doubt the others.

His smile grew wider, forgetting if only for a minute, about all the pain that was held in his heart. He felt his feet bring him closer to the now large male. His arms pulled Honrin into a hug as he patted him roughly on the back. "Honrin! It's good to see you!" Ookami looked his nephew up and down, "God, where has the time gone? You're huge!" Ookami let out that melodic laugh that had been contained inside of him for so long. He hadn't laughed for such a long time, and it felt good.

Then, the present hit and he frowned. "But, it's not for just a visit I've come for. I've got some news." His voice trailed off at the end, and the pain that had been within him shone through his eyes yet again. He stepped away from his nephew, he had no idea what was going on in his life right now, wether it was good or bad. But Ookami's had taken a turn for the worst and he was hurting.

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#4
Uncle had been mind boggling when Honrin was young and even now he was a wolf of monstrous size and Honrin knew him to have the cruelty of a newborn kitten. There was not a single cold bone in his body and Honrin loved him for that. It had been almost a horror when Ookami had left to go and find his lost beloved and Honrin had been secretly happy when he had returned although upset that he was empty handed. And then he had found her but she had tempted him to New Dawn which had soured Honrin to Adonia.

He returned the hug, a rarity for him as he didn't engage in physical contact with anyone outside of the female members of his family. He barely came up to his uncles chest. It was strange to be made to feel as small as a pup again, he was used to his height now, his smallness had been resented so much when he was little. His uncles laugh was also an aged memory that reached right back to his early days.

His smile faded though as his uncle shifted and dropped his cheery demeanor. His intense eyes gleamed as he waited for the news to be given.
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Ookami was glad when Honrin hugged him back, after it had been so long since he had seen him. Honrin didn't speak any words, and Ookami wasn't surprised really. His frown was more prominant now, "Adonia has decided to call off our mateship. And I've left New Dawn." He didn't exactly say that he was wanting to come and live in Cercatori, although he was sure that Honrin would catch on. He smiled slightly, trying to show that it wasn't really all that big a deal.

But Ookami's heart was hurting. It pounded at an odd speed and his chest had this hallow, empty feeling in it. He missed her already and he believed it was cause he knew she was really gone. Anything could happen, maybe they could be together again some day, but Adonia had made it quite clear that she was finished with Ookami.

He didn't exactly know what he did wrong.. Besides that he had left her. She had acted like everything was okay between them, and he thought it was. They talked and smiled and laughed, but she must have been lying through it all. Through the smiles.. Through everything. Cause she turned right around and threw him down.

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#6
The boy's already too long for his lips fangs were displayed as uncle mentioned his once beloved but now no more it seemed. His ears pulled back at the mention of the woman, who it seemed too was a coward and couldn't handle life with his uncle. He snorted derisively, giving his opinion upon the woman he had never met. Good riddance to her in his eyes, they had no room in the family fro freeloaders but his uncle surely would still be feeling affected by this. A pained look came to his face, stretching the scarring. He felt for his uncle, he really did so despite his own feelings about Adonia, he kept them to himself now.

If Ookami had left New Dawn then he was now a loner with nowhere else to go. It seemed the only option
that he stay with them in Cercatori. He said as much.

"You're staying here then." It was no question but a statement. It was imperative then that Ookami know the state the family was in. A stony look came to his eyes,

"Mother can't see anybody though, well she won't see anybody. The new children are sick." There was a tinge of something, maybe bitterness to his voice, his scars distorted again as he frowned even more.
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Eyebrows raised as Ookami heard Honrin snort at the mention of Adonia. Despite his feelings for the girl, a small smile tugged at his lips. He could tell that Honrin disliked her, though he thought it funny as he held back saying anything about her.

The start of a smile turned into a full one as Honrin said he would stay with them. Pain was still in his eyes, but he would try and move on, he needed to be surrounded by his family, or at least the closest thing he had to it. His eyes locked onto Honrin's as he spoke about Jace and the pups. He frowned, noticing the bitterness or something that twinged Honrin's words. "Honrin, how did you get those scars?" He had been wanting to ask the question since he had first spotted the male, but he needed to tell his news first. It was a shame the pups were sick, but no surprise that Jace refused to see anybody. It was so like her to stay isolated until her children were well.

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