Watch the stars with me
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Post dated September 18th late at night.


IC

She couldn't sleep. Everyone was sure she was pregnant. Adonia wanted puppies, but it made her so nervous that she had life within her, precious life at that. The alpha's offspring. Yes, they were hers too, the subordinate. She never made herself stand out to the pack, and it still struck her that he had choose her! That had no reason for why she couldn't sleep. She was beginning to have trouble getting comfortable and her stomach was feeling queasy making her appetite change. Already just the other day Adonia vomitted. She was feeling increasingly upset and slightly agitated, but she wouldn't show this to her pack mates. She didn't want to snap at them or nip just because one touched her, or one tried to talk to her. Adonia wasn't even being playful much anymore. She just wanted to sleep and tonight it wasn't happening for her.


After too much frustration and wanting to snarl at the next wolf that accidentally nudged into Adonia stood and stormed out of the communal den. She walked for some time, restlessly. Finally she came to a small clearing and plopped herself down with a huff. The cool night air felt good to her and she began to smile softly. Adonia was feeling the need to be alone. It wasn't strong but she could feel it itching at her. She wanted to sleep in the old den she had with Ookami, but refused to go there. Adonia wasn't particular interested in being near anything that reminded her of the cream male. Perhaps she'd make her own, or just move all her stuff around in the one dug out hole she had for her human stuff. The books and trinkets could easily be moved in there to make room for a birthing spot. No! She didn't want to think about that right now. It was nearly a month and a half away.


A cool wind blew through the clearing and Adonia let out a more content sigh. This was much better than that stuffy den.


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Someday...

I'll dance amongst the stars

Word Count → +4 :: OOC.


There was a strange sensation in the air, one that did not quite fit the pack nestled high against the mountains hip. The skies were clear, stars twinkling merrily above, but the air was stuff, like a hot rain had just passed. This strange air seemed to be coming from the ocean, perhaps a storm was coming, but he couldn’t be certain. Whatever it was, it was causing the humidity inside the communal den to rise to the point of being nearly unbearable, and so, the dark knight had departed to rest under the velvet heavens.

The world was beginning to grow more and more silent as the days went by; at one point and buzz and chirps of crickets had been maddeningly loud, but now, they were so subdued then one did pipe up next it him, he had to lift his head to investigate. It was obviously summer was waning into fall, and with it too did his heart wane. It had been several weeks since Titania’s disappearance from his side, and though the hole left in his heart no longer ached, it still was a hollow void in his chest. X’yrin had managed to give him some hope, and told him to guard his heart but always leave it vulnerable to love. But how could he do so? Titania had been his first mate, his first true love, and now it was like she had died. The fact that her body still lived was haunting; her beautiful features still could smile, frown, laugh; but none of it would be from any memory of him. This is probably what hurt him and disturbed him the most.

Then there were the females in New Dawn; surprisingly, strangely, the heat scent had suddenly faded from the pack. It was odd, and it could only mean one thing; pregnancy. The idea thrilled and frightened Zalen, but it was exactly what he had been hoping for wasn’t it? The renewal of life in the form of offspring could perhaps fill the void in his heart in the shape of three puppies that never had the chance to take their first breath, and a woman who no longer existed.

Zalen’s eyes were suddenly drawn to a slight movement in the distance; he was lying amongst the trees, completely invisible in the shadows of the night, but the female who emerged into a clearing was suddenly lit up like the moon by the starlight. It was Adonia, and he was immediately aware of the way she moved, the way she smelled, and he got to his feet. At first he did not move, but then he crept out from the darkness into the clearing beside her. He stepped gingerly around her, despite his massive Optime form, and leaned down to sniff at her, before chancing a questioning and affectionate lick onto her muzzle.


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#3
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My gosh my previous post was poop!


IC

She was slowly about to close her eyes and then the sight of something moving within the shadows caught her attention. She remained still, almost unsure of what it was, but as the wind shifted around them she caught the scent, the very familiar scent of Zalen. How could she ever not know that scent. It was upon the borders, and at one time pasted to her fur like a brand of cologne. Her head lifted high as she watched him roam up to her in his very dominant form. She rarely ever used the Optime form, only when she needed the hands. She could tell it was most likely his favorite of forms as it was of Ookami's.


He moved cautiously around her, and she watched his every move. He was an alluring male, something about that dark coat of his. It reminded her for a moment of Domonick. The first male she ever had feelings toward. That male, too, disappeared from her life but never had returned. Funny how things worked out for Adonia. No male stuck around, perhaps she just never allowed them to get too close to her. Ookami was the closest, and even he never got to know her deep down inside.


Zalen came to her side stepping over her. It was so excitingly wild the way he moved in his Optime form. She had always stood upright, and it was curious to watch him move like that. His nose dipped down sniffing at her form before he licked at her muzzle almost like he was questioning her. Was he too still unsure if she was carrying? She moved away, ears folding back meekly before a playful laugh came from her. Adonia wanted to be in the same form he held. Typically she was shy of her body, and the Optime form seemed without shame, but she too wanted to be on the same level as him. Not in rank, no, she was too shy for that spot light. Yet, a part of her almost wondered about it. Curious really.


Slowly, yet with ease, she shifted into her Optime form. Despite the much larger size, than in Lupus form, it felt cooler..breezier. She remained on all fours not wanting to over power him by being upright. It was different to be like this and she gave him a small smile. Her muzzle daringly came to his, eyes meeting right into his clover eyes. Her mixed blue eyes closed as he muzzle came to touch his. Pulling back she answer him, "...I'm just restless...the humidity is making me sick, I think.." She wanted to find every excuse she could. Why was something she wanted so badly making her so nervous? Perhaps it was the fact she was mateless and possibly---no most likely carrying the offspring of the alpha. How would the others feel? The alphess was gone, and judging by all the whispers and talks Titiana didn't even remember them. Zalen must be broken, yet it didn't seem he wished to talk about her. She wouldn't ask, she wouldn't bother him about it. Why bring up something that just hurt him?


If Titiana wanted to come back, or had any memories she would come back. Or perhaps it was too painful. Fate had its ways, if she was meant to come back, then she would. And when she did, what would become of Adonia? Would her puppies be killed by the returning Alphess? That...that right there was what made her nervous. She turned her head away as the thought entered her mind. She almost trembled and felt her stomach lurching. She was going to vomit! No!


She quickly turned more away from Zalen as he body felt spasms run through her. This had nothing to do with her thoughts. She was seriously sick. Her body lurched forward and she let it out. Her stomach felt pained and she was about to cry feeling embarrassed by her sudden sickness. There was nothing really wrong with her, her stomach just felt like flips were happening within it, like when she was on the boat from Greece to here. Finally after several agonizing heaves. She could breath and tried to lick her muzzle clean, hoping Zalen wasn't seeing her face. A soft whine came from her. Before looking up to find he gaze she made sure nothing was on her.


"I'm sorry.." She looked softly at him.

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Someday...

I'll dance amongst the stars

Word Count → +3 :: OOC.


Adonia seemed to be mesmerized by him when he came near her, her blue eyes glistening. He too was quite taken with her, but it was clear to him that she wanted to be like him in that moment, so without warning she began to shift. When the transformation began, Zalen stepped and looked away; he was still shy when it came to watching others shift, though he was beginning to get used to it, with having watch Lena’s first shift recently. Therefore, he stole a peek back at Adonia just before she finished, and was instantly taken with her feminine Optime form. She was a beautiful and well-built female, and he was quickly by her side again.

She came close to a nuzzle before answering his unspoken question; she said she was just restless, that the humidity was getting to her. He was almost going to believe her when suddenly she turned away from him to vomit in the grass. He trotted over to her, rubbing his flank against hers in support, before sniffing at what she had just regurgitated. It did not smell of sickness at all, it seemed she just had an upset stomach, most likely from pregnancy. It was as much confirmation as he needed. Don’t be sorry, just eat some grass, you’ll feel better. Perhaps I could ask Jiva to make you some of his tea. Zalen wasn’t a fan of the human drink, but he knew that it had medical properties and that some teas could help the stomach.

Zalen then reached out and took hold of Adonia’s forearm and pulled her towards him as he laid down onto his back, guiding her to lay upon his chest. It was an intimate mood but he felt no shame in it, as Adonia was most likely carrying his brood. Once she was situated, he ran his claws through her mane, The puppies, they are mine? It was a question within a question, what he was really asking was had she mated with any others besides he.


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His concern was quickly noticed as he moved over to her his body against hers, seeming to support hers. It was good to have him right there in support but she was so embarrassed by becoming sick right there in front of him. He examine it and her then told to not worry about it. He gave her advice while she licked at her lips trying to get down the taste while she swallowed trying to get her body to recover from the sudden release of bile. The idea of tea was good. She liked tea, it also reminded her of her old home. An appreciated glance was given to the dark king and before she knew it he had began pulling her to him. He leaned back onto his back and brought her to his chest. This act took her by surprise, a simple act that made her heart swell. His claw came to run through her mane and she leaned into the touch, a soft smile overtook her features. She felt content and comfortable like this despite the heat and the humidity. Her stomach settled at this moment.


He eyes had closed during his touch, and the moment he spoke and she processed the statement her eyes shot open and she turned to look squarely at him. She was slightly offended at first then she realized, she did have that close call with Tharin, perhaps he thought there was a chance that she had mated with another male. She hadn't though. He was the only one she'd been with. Yes, her and Duece almost did something, and Thana had been a little touchy feely..but nothing had happened. Adonia was too shy despite her own heat. Those were female's anyway.


It wasn't long after his statement that she spoke, "Yes, they are yours. You're the only one..." She couldn't finish her sentence, it was awkward to say, but it was the truth. She delivered her words with slight offense in her tone and her stare, but she couldn't be upset with him. It wasn't out of line, she wasn't tied to any male, but Zalen's scent was enough to put any male off of her if they were smart enough to notice his scent and heed it. Tharin was smart, but..him and her did have something almost going on. Zalen just struck the hammer through it, and now her and Tharin were strictly friends. Nothing more now.

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Someday...

I'll dance amongst the stars

Word Count → +3 :: OOC.


The look in her eyes was not lost at him when Adonia suddenly shot them open to give him a slightly incredous look. His ears flicked back against his skull apologetically, he had meant no offense, and if she had been impregnated by another male there was not much he could do about it now. Sure, he could punish them both, but he might have been too… hurt. Hurt? Strange, Zalen suddenly realized that in fact he would have been emotionally hurt if Adonia would have procreated with another, but he wasn’t sure why. Was he not just asserting his dominance to the pack and fathering the next generation through their strictly platonic relationship? He would have to dwell on this later.

She confirmed that, yes, she was carrying his puppies and he immediately felt his heart flip in his chest. He was elated, and his eyes showed it clearly; they sparkled like the stars. A smile came upon his dark features and he tightened his embrace around her hearty frame, I am glad, so glad! I can’t even express… His tail would have been furiously wagging had it not been pinned beneath his body, so all he could do was grin, Are you excited? This will the first litter for both of us… His voice faltered then, he didn’t want to excite her too much, it wouldn’t be good for the life inside her.

The dark king took a deep breath and released his hold on her slightly, and touched the tip of her nose with his own, I thank you, for doing this… I know that it must be difficult. He was vague on what exactly he meant, but he had a feeling she would know. Zalen was a selfish being, one driven by dominance and ancient instinct; he was well aware of how unfair it might seem for Adonia, and others, that he would claim her as the mother of his children, but not as his mate.


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She saw that he knew he'd upset her with that question, the apologetic look was all that was needed. This arrangement was odd, she couldn't deny it, but it was giving her what she desired. She was no whore though. She was loyal to Ookami, as loyal as her instincts would allow her. Now she was free, free to make decisions that wouldn't be cheating or unfaithful to anyone. When Zalen got his answer, he became ecstatic and gripped onto her more in a near bear hugged fashion. She giggled some and blushed at how excited she made him with just a simple thing as they were all his. Her expression as joyous as his, but without the physical motions he did. She wasn't as outward as him, she let him show the excitement for both. It was truly exciting to have puppies. After two years of wanting them with Ookami, she was finally going to have puppies. Though, they weren't with the beige male. They were with Zalen. A strong, and so far quite an affectionate male. She nodded at his question, her eyes doing more expressing along with her soft smile.


His dark nose came to touch her own blackened nose. Her eyes shut as she found herself soaking in the intimate contact. It was more intimate than she had ever been with Ookami--at least that she could remember. Her breath drew in and she found herself taking in him. What was wrong with her? Why was she being so drawn to him? This wasn't Ookami...this wasn't a male she could mate with. He didn't want that. His own words then confirmed it really. Her eyes opened. She was feeling a little sheepish, her soft smile a little weak. But she gave him one, a smile. He was right, and he recognized it. He knew it was difficult to do this. "...it is fine. I'm okay with it all.." Her words spoken in her signature softness. They sounded confident, but really...she was lying. Both to him, and herself. She knew deep down she wasn't fine with it. She could deal with it. She could do this, but she never imagine things to be this way with her. Still. He was an alpha. If he wanted this, how could she turn him away?


She pushed her thoughts aside and let herself calm. Her eyes closed and she moved her nose lightly along his, a soft giggle coming from her. It was the distraction she needed from her thoughts and emotions. The feel of his nose on hers, his scent. With her eyes closed she couldn't give away herself, and she could just enjoy this closeness. She desired being close to someone, and to have someone so strong and formidable made her feel safe for the time being. She knew when he found a mate this could end. Surely, he would find one soon and she would need to back away from him. The thought hurt, but she wouldn't think about it. That was the future, not now. Hopefully, whomever he mated wouldn't hurt her pups. Surely, Zalen wouldn't allow any harm to be caused by whomever he mated. Adonia couldn't stand by and let it happen alphena or not, they would be her offspring and she would fight tooth and nail to protect them.



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Someday...

I'll dance amongst the stars

Word Count → +3 :: OOC.


Adonia was a quiet and shy woman, so much unlike how Titania was when he first met her. Where Titania was a bright and rapid burning flame, but Adonia burned dimly, but hotly. Zalen still did not know the woman that much, but the more he learned about her the more appreciated her silence; it said so much more sometimes then when others would speak. Zalen had always been a very empathetic and sensitive male, and he could tell that, despite her smile, Adonia was hurting. Zalen quieted, running his hands through her lovely, tangled mane, and he let out a sigh, Adonia… there is something I need to tell you, and I want to be the one to tell you, because I don’t want it to upset you. He pulled his head back a ways so he could look into her bright blue eyes.

Zalen wasn’t even sure if it was a wise decision to tell the woman what he was about to, but as the future mother of his children he felt she did have a right to know; he took a deep breath, I don’t know if you know much of Sangi’lak, but it is led by a friend of mine, her name is X’yrin. I’ve known her since New Dawn was created… anyway, she came to me the other day with an interesting proposal. He shifted up a bit, propping himself up on an elbow so he could look at her better, She… asked me if I would father a child by her in hopes of creating and alliance between our two packs, and I agreed. He watched carefully to see her reaction, I don’t know if our union worked, but if it did, I don’t want you to be surprised by it. And I want you to know, that any children that I have by her will live with her, though they will serve as a wonderful tie between our two cultures. Do you approve of this?

The more he spoke, the more he felt like he was trying to justify himself to her, as if he truly hoped she would approve, almost as if he felt he had done something wrong. Why did he feel that way… oh he was so confused.


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He seemed to watch her expression for a moment. Could he see through her? Was it possible? Most never paid that much attention to her emotions. Maybe he did. The way he handled her was so soft, as if he was sensitive to her feelings. His digits ran through her long mane, untangling strands. Again she leaned into his touch, eyes closing some. She just soaked in whatever he gave her. Silently enjoying the touch and the attention. His voice broke through the silence and her eyes looked softly to him. His words sent a ping of hot and cold through her. Fear coming to her eyes. Had he actually found a mate sooner than she thought he would? She just looked at him, nervously. She listened, not breaking his thoughts, and the words he were trying to form. He then began to speak of Sangi'lak. She knew a little about the pack. She had met a member from the pack, and she recalled the leader he spoke of. Seeing her on a few occasions. Were they uniting in some way to become one pack? Adonia wasn't sure what he was getting at. But obviously this was important and he wanted her to know first, or hear it directly from him. Either way. Somehow it might upset her though?


Her ears went tightly back and she adjusted herself to allow him to sit up her hands propping her up. She thought about moving back, but his contact was still so welcoming to her. She did move away some to give a respectable distance between their faces. Her nose dipped down some. Finally, he broke the news. It initially cracked her heart some. But what did she expect!? They weren't mates. He was just wanting her to mother his offspring. Obviously, this was much like their arrangement, but she asked this of him. However, it was for a different reason. Adonia's ears laid flush with her fur and for a second she looked down chewing on this information he gave her. She pulled back from him and drew up her legs. Her arms wrapped around her shins and she then laid her head on her knees. Why was he sharing this, and then explaining it as if he was trying to get her appr---no, there he said it. He wanted her approval. Why!? She was just a subordinate. Her ears flicked forward the moment he asked for her approval her eyes met his. They were a mixture of emotions. Joy for the pack, hurt for a reason she couldn't understand at all. Then confusion all swimming together in a swarm.


Her head lifted from her knees and she looked him in the eyes, he knew she what she felt. The way he watched her, he somehow could see what she thought. No one had done that. No one! A heavy sigh came from her,"...do I really have a choice to approve it or not? You've done it, obviously. Why does my approval matter to you? I'm not your alpha...I'm not your beta...I'm at the near bottom of this pack chain." She spoke facts nothing more. "...maybe it's my emotions you're asking about? If so...I'm not going to lie to you this time. It sorta hurts. I don't know why...but it does. Would it hurt you if I told you these puppies weren't yours at all? That's a bad example..it's comparing apples and oranges. But..did you see what I meant?" Her eyes searched his eyes. His seemed to hold his emotions, she could see it if she looked hard enough into them. "But, if this means the pack has strong a strong Alliance, then I will think about the well being of the pack. On that end it is good. Great even. New Dawn can strive on good pack Alliance....but then again Zalen. I'm in no real position to have a strong influence. I'm just on the bottom of the totem pole. Do you approve of your decision?" What more could she say?


Her jaw clenched and she looked down again, ears folded back for a split second. Then she rocked forward onto her shins and leaned into him. She didn't know why she felt the urge to do this, but she did. Her hand softly came up to the side of his muzzle and she kissed him on the cheek softly, "...obviously, my opinion mattered....but really, why?" She whispered softly then pulled back before she let her muzzle run along his. "...I have grown to care strongly about you, whatever you think is in the best interest of the pack, don't let the opinion of just me matter. There are so many members. Do you think they will approve?"

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Someday...

I'll dance amongst the stars

Word Count → +4 :: OOC.


Zalen watched carefully how she reacted, pulling her legs up to her defensively, her eyes deep in thought. He immediately knew that what he had said had upset her, but there was more; she was confused, a mixture of emotions; in that moment he envied her, why couldn’t he feel like she did? Adonia answered slowly, in that soft and calm voice of hers. She admitted that it did hurt her, but for reasons she couldn’t quiet pinpoint, but that she was also glad that X’yrin and Zalen’s union could bolster a pack reliance. But the lovely gray femme then revealed the what stemmed her confusion; why did Zalen care about what she thought? She was only a lowly Subordinate after all. Zalen let out a sigh; he had a feeling this might be the reason for her confusion.

Zalen sat upright and leaned forward, taking a hold of Adonia’s elbows as they laid against her shins, he looked into her eyes softly, Adonia, I take all my pack-mates opinions to heart, just because you’re a lower rank does not mean I won’t listen. He gave a subtle nod, as if reassuring himself of this; he understood that the Alpha rank was somewhat foreboding to others, that it frightened them, especially now with how he had been acting, which he felt he must address as well. Frankly, it doesn’t surprise me you feel this way. And as for the others approving, I’m sure they will, given time. Tharin and Kiara would understand more, they understood my past actions where others were offended by them. It has brought me to realize that a lot of New Dawn’s members still cling to human societal concepts; they do not know how true wolves operate. Hopefully they will learn the reasoning behind why I do what I do; I never intended to hurt anyone.

And then, reached up to grab a strand of her hair and then tug almost playfully on her tufted ear, Especially you. I know you’re sensitive, and I can tell… that you are developing feelings for me. I believe I would too, if circumstances were not what they are… and also… He looked away for a moment, I… seem to have lost my ability to feel… after Titania left. I’ve been so cold… and I’m not sure how to fix it yet. He looked up at her apologetically; there had only been one time since his ex-mate’s disappearance that he had felt almost normal again, and that had been with X’yrin. But even that moment was short-lived and she herself had warned him of continuing to shut it out, but he just could figure out how to get back to normal.


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The ebony king held her elbows gently, gaining her attention fully. Her mind stopped wheeling and she listened to him. She could see him, and she could tell there was something in there wanting to get out, but what she didn't know. He spoke, and that was what she focused on. After he spoke about his decisions and how even her opinion mattered as much as the highest ranked, she gave a soft smile, her eyes giving off some reassurance to him, "..I know you don't mean to hurt anyone. You're just trying to lead the pack in the right direction, and keep order at times. I am sure most of the others understand this as well.." Her ears went half back as he continued. She had only wanted to make sure he heard those words. Hearing something always seemed to emphasize the action or behavior. Surely, it made him feel reassured to hear that. He tugged on her tuft and her brows lowered while a playful smile played at her features, she was about to playfully snap at him, but then he said something.


Her ears went back for a moment when he spoke of her emotional sensitiveness and his own feelings, or lack there of. She raised her eye brows when he looked at her apologetically. Her arm extended out and he grabbed at his ear pinched hard enough to make him whimper or get upset. If he did either, she would smile broadly before saying, "..no..you have feeling...you're not numb, yet, Zalen.." She giggled and then leaned forward and nuzzled into his muzzle with her own before whispering lightly into his ear, "..don't worry about it. Sometimes over thinking things can make you worry about small things, or things you have no control over. You have emotions in there..I see them sometimes." She then withdrew again. "..you're not fully calloused over. You're just hurting inside...whether you talk about it or not. I know you miss Titiana..she was a great Alpha female...and I know, mainly because you were so excited to hear that I'm having your puppies, that when you lost the offspring with her, you shut down.." Her words trailed off. "I never brought it up because I knew it hurt you..but maybe you need to talk about it.." Her eyes glanced back up, "...I'm introverted too..so I understand that when things hurt sometimes bottling up makes it seem better...but, sometimes you just have to talk about it...sometimes you need a shoulder to cry on, or lean on. All because you brood inside doesn't mean your cold...it just means you don't outwardly show things as much. " She gave him a warm smile, "...when I told you that I'm pregnant by you, you lite up..your emotions showed some.." her tail began to wag a little, "..that smile looked genuine to me..."



She let out a sigh, "...you have feelings..and you can feel..my pinch proved it.." She teased playfully before sticking out her tongue in a childish manner. She didn't care, she was enjoying being able to tease him about his own sensitivity. "I'm not alone on the sensitive tree..I just am more open than you with my emotions...since they seem to be written on my face.." Her head turned away to the side and she lifted her muzzle skyward in a 'humpf' sort of fashion.

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Someday...

I'll dance amongst the stars

Word Count → +3 :: OOC.


As always, Adonia’s response was soft and reasoned as always. Zalen was beginning to appreciate this about her, how she could easily placate him. She would make a fine Omega, or even a Delta; he bedside manner was impeccable. But suddenly he saw a glint of naughty playfulness come to her eyes and before he could protect himself she reached out and grabbed a hold of his ear, pinching it hard, YOW! he cried out, immediately releasing her arms and whisking his hands to his already throbbing ear, What was that for?! He said, anger bubbling in him, the urge to growl at her almost impossible to resist. But she was already talking again, and his anger quickly subsided as she explained that, just as his body react to feelings, so did his heart; he would be alright.

Adonia had a lot to say, obviously she had been keeping it bottled up until the opportune moment. She spoke of herself, of Titania, and of he, how the emotions between the three had led to what was happening now. He sat, listening, enraptured by her; though she was a vessel of deep and resonating emotions, she also had reason and logic and hope and for a moment the dark Alpha felt something deep within him, like the rumblings before an earthquake, but they subsided before anything could truly be understood.

She finished her speech with humor, and Zalen could not help but laugh; the feeling of mirth almost able to break the surface of his chill. He grabbed his female and forced her to the ground beside him, and then rolled over to his upper body hovered above hers. He gave an affectionate lick to her cheek, Well, if anything, you make me feel better about everything. You don’t judge me, and I can trust you; that means more to me now then you could ever now. He gave her a genuine smile then, his dark feelings framed by the light of the moon.


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She giggled at his reaction to her pinch, her eyes sparkled from her own amusement and she covered her muzzle trying to muffle her giggle as he asked what that was for. Once calm she went on with why she had pinched him and explained her feelings. She was pleased that she was able to make him laugh, his laugh was rare, and a pleasure to hear. Before he replied he grabbed onto her and took her to the ground with him. Turning so he was hovered over her. Her eyes looked up to him and she let her ears perk curious about what his actions were about. He gave her an affectionate lick and she closed her eyes letting it soak into her before she lifted a hand and ran the palm of it down his muzzle over his cheek, letting her thumb trace over her touch lightly, "...I am glad I could cheer you up. Your smile and laughs shouldn't be hidden from others."

He blue eyes accented by any moonlight that hit them. They weren't masked, but showing her for her. She wasn't trying to hide herself now, feeling comfortable enough to relax in front of him. Her eyes looked for his emerald green eyes as she openly smiled. Suddenly she pulled him to her wanting to feel the weight of him on top of her. That feeling of another pressed to her comforted her. It made her feel secure and safe. She held onto him, giving a soft whimper as she nuzzled into him. The mugginess of the outside no longer got to her, "...can I fall asleep like this with you?" She asked softly, feeling a little insecure about the fact she pulled the alpha into herself. What if he didn't like being cuddled or hugged?

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Someday...

I'll dance amongst the stars

Word Count → +3 :: Perhaps closing this one out now yes?


Adonia may have been shy and sweet like was her norm, but it seemed she was beginning to become more bold around the Alpha. Zalen wasn’t sure what to think of it; part of him wanted to punish her, to make her know that, despite her carrying his children, she was still a subordinate. But another part of him, a part that was beginning to become stronger, wanted to embrace her and let her have her fun. So when she pulled him down on top of her, he didn’t resist; he had to admit, the affectionate physicality they shared was enjoyable; it had been a long time since he had cuddled.

She asked him if she could fall asleep in this position and Zalen could not help but chuckle slightly, I’m afraid not, surely I’d eventually crush you. But he didn’t push her away, but instead shifted their position so they were lying side by side, her nestled against him and he with his arm around her shoulder. He grabbed her other hand and brought it up to rest against his large chest. The dark male let out a sigh and sent his apple gaze to the sky, The grey sea and the long black land;

And the yellow half-moon large and low;
And the startled little waves that leap
In fiery ringlets from their sleep,
As I gain the cove with pushing prow,
And quench its speed i' the slushy sand.


Then a mile of warm sea-scented beach;
Three fields to cross till a farm appears;
A tap at the pane, the quick sharp scratch
And blue spurt of a lighted match,
And a voice less loud, through its joys and fears,
Than the two hearts beating each to each!

It was a poem he had read, by a human named Robert Browning. It was lovely prose, and he was surprised he remembered it so well; it had been some time since he had cracked open his book of poetry. But this poem was especially beautiful to him, and he felt it was appropriate at this moment. His eyes shifted back down to Adonia, We can sleep now, if you’d wish. He smiled.


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Yes yes...we ends :3

Adonia was pleasantly surprised when Zalen didn't fight her grab and pull. Her tail wagged and she nuzzled more into the crook of his neck. Her ears did go back the moment he said he couldn't fall asleep like this, maybe she did---no he then explained he'd probably crush her. She giggled and let him readjust them and it was more comfortable despite the oddly comfortable weight of another on her. Her tail gave light wags. Her hand once put to his chest ran lightly over it. He was certainly very strong beneath his fur. Her eyes looked over to his face as he spoke. Her ears perked wondering what he was saying, then she realized it was a poem of sorts. It was nothing like any poems she'd grew up with from her mother, who was fond of old human children rhymes. It was interesting, like telling a story. She wondered what the two hearts were to one another. Was it family? Was it a brother, or a father, or even a mother coming home? Or was it a lover? She smiled fondly then nuzzled her head more into his shoulder.


She didn't know Zalen was a poet of sorts. Did he make it up, or was it an old human poem? She would be surprised if it was an old human poem he recited. She thought he was strictly against human things. Either way, it was beautiful, and she wondered if she'd ever hear another. The arm that rest on his chest moved to pull herself into him more, her one leg came up and rested onto him. He made for a great pillow, and it seemed he didn't mind her cuddly nature. It was often she got to cuddle things, not since Ookami and her were over.


It wasn't long before her mind rested after thinking of the many possibilities to what the poem was about. Then Adonia was fast asleep within the arms of Zalen, while she held onto him.


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