This betrayal burns like fire
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AW to anyone in Salsola, but I would LOVE it if Liliya would join in.

The rumors were strong, and he could not for the life of him remember where he had heard it. No, he could. Anann told him. She had met with his sister, his only full blooded sister. She was here and she had not bothered to show her face to her brother. He had been worried sick about her and she had not dared to come tell him everything was alright. On top of that, Anann told her that she had come and rescued their mother from their familial village. He could hardly believe the things he was hearing. Rescue? Their mother could hardly have been a victim in their home town, and she could have easily left the place. Their father's family might have given her dirty glances and treated her worse than anyone else, but she was still family. Even if all her blood ties were gone, and then their father probably brought his woman to the family. Perhaps rescue was appropriate.

Yet, he could hardly think properly. Liliya was here, back to where he could see her again. She was his last tie to home, for he never saw Silas at all. And she lived so close to them, to the north of their new pack. Why had she not come to see him? To see Silas? Why was she not there to tell him her story. He was her full blood brother, but she did not see the need to tell him that she was alright. The betrayal burned in his heart, welling up more feelings from so long ago. Anatoliy remembered the feelings in his chest when he read the note from his sister, and then the one from his father. And then he remembered the feeling of loneliness and loss of family. He had been alone for so long, especially with Keese stealing Anann from him and her keeping her distance to keep him safe. Anatoliy no longer felt alone, and felt full of pride at his new home and his mate. But when she said finding Liliya in Salsola, the man was full of conflicted emotions.

Salsola was not a place of refuge. It was a place for liars, that much he had heard. He knew little else. But something had to be keeping his sister there. He had finally managed to settle as best as he could in the town hall with his woman, and managed to store his boat for the winter months with success. As much as he wanted to borrow Rem and take the stallion on a hard race to the Salsola borders, he knew the horse belonged with Anann. He ought to have taken the boat, for if she was anything like him, she would be on the coast. But for now, information would be good. He needed to know where his sister was and how she was faring. Anatoliy would spare her his lashing words until he saw her.

Now, standing at the border, he called out for assistance, his call rather fervent, though it was not as loud as it could have been. It echoed out away from him, making his senses twitch with mild trepidation. He did not want to know the worst, but he was still afraid for the confrontation; he did not know how his emotions would churn. Best the entire territory not know why he was here. He needed a single person, and if that person happened to be his sister, all the better. Granted that Anann had told him was that his sister was fine, yet he still wanted to know for certain with his own eyes. And while Anann had managed to keep him busy, he could no longer wait. Anatoliy's love of family called to his very core and he had to know if his beloved sister was alright, and if everything was well. If his mother was here, then he was truly going to be greatly relieved. He had missed her so much.


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ooc: ZOMG!!!! ...and at work, no pretty table on hand. x.x
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A cautious howl echoed through Salsola. It was low and quick, but Liliya was close enough to hear the call. Well, not so much hear it as feel it as her heart dropped into the pit of her stomach. There was no mistaking that voice, the voice of another Russo… the voice of her brother.

When the shock abated Liliya jerked into action, dropping her tools and dashing toward the sound, only to rush back a moment later to hastily gather her items and stuff them into her backpack, grumbling all the while. If it was truly her brother at the edge of Salsola she needed to be the first on the scene to meet him. If she wasn’t… well, who knew what would happen. She only hoped Anann had made a good impression upon her leaders on behalf of their pack. But even still, being irresponsible with her tools seemed to be an even greater offense than leaving her brother hanging. It would be like picking him over Salsola, since these tools served Salsola. It was strange that Liliya didn’t even realize what an infidelity these thoughts were.

Long, slender limbs carried her in a sprint over Salsolan soil, picking out just the place the sound had come from. Her heart raced but it wasn’t the sudden exertion that excited her so. Visions of family filled her memory, visions that were becoming clouded and gray as she accepted Salsola as her new family, visions to fuel the fire within as her speed increased.

Yet when her gray eyes finally discovered the brown tones of the man at the borders, she stopped cold. Dead in her tracks, Liliya just stood and stared at the man… the Russo… her brother…

“Anatoliy,” the word was breathy, less of a name than an ethereal incantation. The hardened Salsolan felt her composure slipping. She started to tremble and for the first time since she came to this place she thought she might cry. She didn’t move, afraid the slightest twitch would send this apparition retreating like a deer in a forest.
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Big Grin sorry for delay, on vacation.

With the long months, years, of training and practice, the Russo set himself to waiting for someone to greet him. He was a stranger on the borders of a pack notorious for their behavior and ideals. They were a dangerous crew from what information he had managed to dig up. Despite that, the Russo knew that no one stood a chance against him if set his mind to the matter. Tall, hulking, and broad chested, he was a terror to anyone who dared cross him when his usual calm and peaceful demeanor was absent. And it was most definitely absent. The raging monster inside was cool and calm, more of a deadly quiet than a peaceful one. Anatoliy was no monster, not even with Keese. He had attacked the man on more than one occasion and he had attacked Niro in defense of his sister and his own hurt feelings. But in the end, he was the same Anatoliy. Right?


Anatoliy did not know who was coming to meet him, but he heard them and smelled them before they appeared. At first the smell was only the nondescript unvarying scent of the borders and the faint scent of a person approaching. Soon enough he could smell enough to set his heart racing. His sister had to be coming to meet him, even if she smelled different, changed. A hand went to steady himself against the broad trunk of an old tree, the rough bark beneath his palms soothing him and his racing heart. He did not know what to say, even though he had so much planned out for this moment. He wanted to scream, and still hold his sister close. He missed her and he felt the longing of family pound against his rib cage. Anann and he were family now. Someday, they might have young ones to carry on their names but for now it was just two. Anatoliy still longed for a family, his own. And part of his was coming to meet him.


Liliya appeared from wherever she had come, standing before him grown proud. There was something strange about her but he had no idea what it could have been. He shrugged it off as his coyote gold eyes stared at the woman, his only sister. Liz had been gone for a while now and that scar was old enough to no longer ache. "Liliya," he said softly as he gazed at her. She did not move at him though he swore he could see her shoulders quaking. All his anger, confusion, and betrayal raced out of him as he rushed at his sister to wrap her in his broad arms.


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The pause was only brief but it was distorted by a long, drawn out, grueling moment of silence. It was like the very fiber of Salsola fell still for the siblings, the air around them silent as shadow so the only sounds Liliya could hear was the pulsing of her own blood, the shaky breaths that passed through her lungs. And then a second later Anatoliy broke the stillness as he swooped in on her and gathered her up in a tight, loving embrace. Suddenly she was enfolded within arms she thought she might never feel again, surrounded by the Russo scent that reminded her so much of home. Her eyes closed, hiding the grey gems.

"Anatoliy,” she breathed as she wrapped her own arms tightly around her brother. A half whimpering sob came from the hybrid, and she made no other noise for a long moment. Then her hands moved to the back of his head and she leaned back slightly, grey eyes rising to meet his honeyed ones. "I have been lookingk for you! I found out you are not at Cour des Miracles anymore. Why not? I saw Anann, she came to Salsola land not long ago. She told me.” Her arms tightened again for another hug before her eyes flew wide when she realized...

"I have mother! She is here!” She proclaimed as thought it was a great triumph, arms flying wide with her declaration. "I vhent to Russia, to find her, and I did. She came back with me safe and sound, and now we are here.” She didn’t want to tell him yet about how much the old woman’s mind had broken, of how a dementia had taken her and that she thought she just lived a Susie Homemaker life now, and about how she derped along through life with only Liliya to look after her and her antics.

"How have you been my brother? And vhat news of Father? Come come! Let me have look at you!” She pushed him back at arm’s length and then made a twisting motion with her finger in a circle as if to say turn around, grinning like the crescent moon the whole while.

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herps

His anger seemed to have disappated from him, as though it were nothing but a flat puddle of water on a scorching day. How could he stay angry at his sister? She was his only one, especially his only sharing all his blood. Theirs was one and the same, though he had felt the bonds of family fade after so much time apart. Her leaving the family did not help to increase the feelings of family. Their father's departure had numbed him completely. For a time, there had been too much pain his heart where happiness ought to have been the only lodger. Those feelings had been like a shiv in his heart. But so much had been going on at that time that his head had felt so lost that he wondered if both his ears had remained atop his mopish head. But now, everything was settled, and the lasts bits of his torment were falling away from him like old discarded clothes.


She pulled away from his brotherly embrace and the Russo's joy was evident on his countenance. He was truly happy to see the woman before him. Brows furrowing, Anatoliy pursed his lips slightly. "I have been in her new pack, zhe vone called Casa di Cavalieri. Zhey are making it out to be like a brozherhood of warriors. I don't know, perhaps like zhe templars from zhe old stories?" The Russo had not been very interested in that aspect of his new home, preferring to focus on the thing he always focused on; fishing his heart out. There was little else in his life that he really enjoyed doing, other than spending any amount of delightful time with his beautiful woman. "Zhere is no home vizhout her for me anymore," he said, with a glimmer of sadness both in his low voice and in his golden eyes.


The man smiled broadly at his sister, though his look changed to shock and surprise. Their mother?! The Russo tightly gripped Liliya by the shoulders as he looked intently at her face. "Mozher?" he repeated, almost dumbly. He could scarcely believe her words. "You vent to get her? You got her? She's here?" he continued to repeat as though he were nothing more than a parrot cawing back other people's words. Verusha, their mother, was here? But, how could she not have come to him to tell him, so that he could see his mother. She had to have known how much it had weight on his conscience to have abandoned his mother as he had.


But Liliya would have none of that, as she asked for news of him. She even asked him to twirl, as though he were a young lady with a brand new Sunday dress. Shaking his head, bemused, the man knew that Liliya had seen all he had to offer. There was little new about him other than the happy glow. "Anann and I are mates now," he announced, rather aware that Liliya had missed that entire episode with Keese and the trouble they had gone through to be with each other. She ought not know now, not when it was pointless and in the past. "Fazher is gone," he said sadly, looking toward what he knew to be the sea that headed home, their old home. "He vent back to his first voman and returned to Russia vith her. He's left soon after you did."


Shaking his head once more, Anatoliy gripped his sister's shoulders. "But vhat about mozher? Is she vell? Vhere is she?" The fully grown male was like a child at the thought of his mother being so close by and accessible. He had missed her and he would have loved her advice, even if both of his parents had terribly instincts at times. Regardless, he loved his mother and missed her so terribly. It would mean an old wound could finally heal with the love only a mother could give.


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ooc: Feel free to either control Verusha or leave her for me to play. She's completely lost it in the sense that she doesn't understand her surroundings very well, but she does know people/stuff/chores/blah. She'll remember Anatoliy if she's just pay attention, but she kind of just sits and goes DERP. Also, I took the liberty of assuming he would go along with her to Borgata Tecolotl to find Verusha. If you want me to undo the walking PP, just lemme know! Smile
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Liliya nodded eagerly as her brother told her of his new pack, and for a moment it seemed her head might bob right off her shoulders. So he had found a new home away from the place they had taken sanctuary before, yet it still seemed to make him happy and so her heart sang. Though when his words crossed to Anann there was no hiding the sour look that flashed upon her visage, a small hail to the memory of a time best forgotten. The Russo sister had made a fool of herself when she thought Anann was trying to steal the man she liked. Even though it had been her own folly some immature part of Liliya still held a splinter of resentment toward the other woman as though it had been her doing, though they had tentatively patched up any lasting holes in the fabric of their relationship when Anann had visited Salsola weeks ago.

“Ah,” she said as she clapped her brother's shoulder. “Is good home, it sounds like, but vhat is home without Russo?” Her eyes sought his and what she saw there surprised her hardening heart. Something within his eyes told her that it didn't matter than Anann wasn't a Russo. No, again she was wrong. She was a Russo because she was loved by a Russo. Liliya shook her head and waved a hand, casting her eyes away in veiled shame.

“Never mind. Too long have I been tired of men, vhy shouldn't I be jealous of you and Anann.” She smiled and chuckled. “Is great home. Is strongk. Anann is strongk, and fearless. You should have seen her valtz right up to Salsola like it is vhere she belongked! I am happy for you.” Another flamboyant wave of the hand as she tried to cover up her offense with quick compliments of her brother's love.

His next words stopped her cold, and she stared at him slack jawed and incredulous for a long moment. “Father... is... gone?” She had inquired about her family when Anann visited Salsola, but she hadn't put any stock into it when the Kelevra woman told her that Rurik was no longer around. “Vhy didn't he come find me in Rus?” Her brow furrowed and her heart's pain was clear in her face. Never mind the fact that her father couldn't just divine where she had gone. She felt like he owed a debt to Verusha – although his debt to her had been paid long ago – and should have sought her out. Still, she had come and gone so quickly that it was probable they had missed each other entirely.

She chewed on the thought a while, wondering if there was some way she could send word and appeal to her father to return. He was one of the few reasons she came back to this place (few reasons being aside form the multitude of direct and extended family she had living here, and her desire to give her mother a better life). Her brooding was soon interrupted by Anatoliy's excitement. She could mope about Rurik any time, for now her brother's happiness brought her back and a smile soon cracked her muzzle.

“She is helpingk with chores, pickingk mushrooms on the island now. Come!” She grabbed him by the arm and might have dragged him, though surely he was so excited he would had led her if he could. “We vhill find her.”

Leading the way, Liliya led her brother towards the beach where she had spent months doing backbreaking work, all the while chatting away about the dock and ferry she had built just so her pack could reach the island, and then about how there was a cave on the island with it's own wet climate that grew mushrooms even in the dead of winter, and about how she had fished the bay for crabs, and all other manner of things. The talk filled the silence and the walk seemed short, and soon enough the Russo litter mates stood upon the sandy shores of the bay within Borgata Tecolotl, staring at the small dock she had crafted and the cabling that spanned the bay to the island beyond. The ferry was out, so if they were going to remain dry they would have to wait for its return.

“Do not fret, brother,” she said, grinning. She yipped a special call out over the waters, and someone moved upon the island in the distance. Soon the pulley squealed and the ropes started to move, and as the ferry came closer the ashy brown shape of the crazy coyote woman came into view.

But the closer Verusha came the more aware Liliya was of the golden ring in the woman's nose. She hadn't told Anatoliy yet; would he understand when he saw? She glanced at him out of the corner of her eye, shifting with unease and possibly alerting him to her discord despite trying not to – she pretended to be just really happy to see her mother.

The ferry came to the soggy place where it could go no further, but Verusha did not step off. Instead she knelt down next to the large sack of mushrooms, picking up the ones that had spilled over on the journey back to shore. The woman was a bit of a loon, so she hadn't thought to take particular notice of the man with her daughter, nor recognized the son she hadn't seen in years. Surely she would know Anatoliy if she just thought about it for a moment, but for now Verusha smiled at her poke of mushrooms and said absently, “Liliya dear, vhat do you vhant with all these mooshrooms hmm? You can't feesh with them, they are too frail. I vhill make chowder instead, you get us clams, feesher girl.”
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I'd much rather that you play her just to save the confusion 8D; pp is fine cx

The Russo gave a hearty laugh to his sister's comments. What was home without a Russo there? "Is no kind of home at all." Obviously this particular Russo did not believe such a thing, having found home without someone who was a Russo, and having lived with some level of happiness without any members of his family. Though, he had to admit, that maybe he himself counted as that Russo. Did Anann count, simply because she was mated to him? She did not take his surname and he had not asked her to do so, simply because she was an independent woman. Anann could do what she pleased, he knew what she was to him and he to her, and that was plenty enough for the undemanding Russo.


"Yes, I believe zhat. She is not afraid of very much, zhat woman," he said with much fondness in his low tones. He knew there were truly few things the woman was worried about, though he could name a few she was. His safety, especially when out on the sea without anyone else, was one of those. Another, he knew, was her ability to birth children. For some reason, she feared it all because of a strange coincidence. Her mother and her mother's mother had died in childbirth where both her mother and she, Anann, were born. Anatoliy refused to believe such a thing and tried hard to reassure her that such a thing would not happen while he was there. Thankfully - as guilty as he felt about that feeling - her first litter born of rape had failed and she lost the unborn young. That monster's spawn had no place in the world.


Sadness etched itself on the man's face as his sister's own look and tone fell. Gently, he touched her shoulder in an attempt to be endearing. "I don't know. He did not know vhere you vent. He zhought.. ve zhought zhat you vent off adventuring, not vent back zhere." He could only assume that the two of them had missed each other as they returned and left respectively. It was unfortunate that it was the last they would see of their father, and that greatly saddened the Russo. Their father was not a young man and time was his enemy. Would they truly never see their father again in this mortal plane? Heaving a heavy sigh, Anatoliy let his hand dropped as they resumed their walk to a place deeper in this strange kingdom.


The fact that his mother was so close sent butterflies into his stomach. His anxiety over this meeting had long since faded, having settled into the fact he would not see her ever again. But it seemed that fate was not kind in that regard and the fluttering feeling of nervousness bubbled unpleasantly in his belly. He had enough silence to truly mull over the things his sister had said, as their conversation stilled and they seemed to wait for something. Golden eyes took in the strange rigging that someone had constructed spanning the gap between the mainland and an island. It was of a hefty make, not made of twine. It was a ferry system, that much the Russo understood.


Without a word, the two siblings watched as someone across the watery gap came closer on the ferry raft. Heart racing as he watched the brown figure get clearer and clearer, Anatoliy almost grabbed his sister's hand. But that display of affection was not for two grown adults to display, especially in this strange, savage pack. Who knew what they would think.


Their mother appeared before them, and the hulking Russo furrowed his brows at the woman before him. She gathered up the mushrooms that had tumbled free of a sack. The glint of a golden nose ring caught his eye and his look grew confused. Why on earth would his mother ever get that sort of piercing? It was unlike her. Anatoliy put it from his mind as the joy in his heart welled up in his throat. Verusha did not recognize one of her sons, and the Russo could not help but feel some of that joy falter. "Mama?" he said, tentative, as though she would bolt if startled.


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ooc: Verusha is so fun! Feel free to progress things towards fishing or anything else in your next post as needed. 695

The sister's eyes shifted back and forth between sibling and mother as the coyote woman came nearer, the ferry sloshing to a watery arrival on the shore. Liliya helped hoist the ferry as far to land as it would go without becoming compromised and then fixated her eyes on Anatoliy, his excitement tangible. She wanted to celebrate with him but the nervousness stole it all away from her. She saw those orange eyes flick to the ring in their mother's nose but as yet he said nothing about it, he was too excited to bring it up. That, or perhaps he was ignorant to the sigil of the Salsola slave, and did not know that it was something their mother had not placed there on her own accord.

The coyote woman crouching on the ground at first only acknowledged the probing word with a flick of the ear, then she muttered, Nyet. Liliya stiffened and glanced at Anatoliy, then took a step forward, reaching for the work the Agata was so diligently focused on and taking the sack from her impatiently.

“Mother,” she said harshly, then softened. “Pay attention. We have a special visitor.”

Verusha's aggravated eyes turned on her daughter and she stood up, making a swipe for the sack but Liliya was too fast. “Vhat is this foolishness?” the slave started, but that was when she finally looked upon the guest. At first it seemed there was no recognition, yet her eyes didn't dart away from Anatoliy as they might have a true stranger. Her gaze lingered, looking at him dumbly for a moment, and then flicked up and down. Her mouth opened slightly as the gears clanked in her skull, her hoary brain worked to remember the visage. Liliya's breath caught in her chest, every muscle tense, and for the longest second in history she thought that perhaps her loony mother had actually forgotten her own child. Liliya started to shake her head softly, professing 'no' in the softest breath.

She was just about to speak up, to break this painful silence and urge Verusha to remember her son when the look in Verusha's eyes finally shifted, and Liliya breathed an audible sight of relief when the wide, lupine smile overtook Verusha's confusion. “Toliy!” She yelped gleefully, throwing her arms into the air and then taking his face in her hands as if he were only a boy. “Toliy, Toliy, Toliy! Vhere have you been? I missed you so much!” Emotion made her voice thick and quaver as she pulled him close for a tight hug.

Liliya wondered just how well Anatoliy remembered there mother and if he knew the question wasn't rhetorical when suddenly Verusha pushed him back and swatted him on the nose as though scolding a pup. “Well? Vhere have you been? Vhat did you thingk you vhere doingk, leavingk your mother like that?” Her look was cross for only a moment before she flattened her palm and rubbed him on his nose where she swatted it (if he let her), eyes melting to motherly love once again. “You had me worried. Every day I say to your sister, 'Vhere is your brother? Vhy he not home?' And she say, 'I don't know, Momma.' Oh well, you are home now. Is good, there is much to do. Now there is strongk man to help and I retire to cook.” She make a ticking noise with her tongue and waved her hand at the sack of mushrooms, then took it from Liliya and shoved it at her son.

Knowing where the mushrooms must go, that Verusha wouldn't let anybody but Anatoliy carry it, and what others would think if they saw Anatoliy – a stranger – doing the slave's work, Liliya quickly cut in. “How about ve catch some feesh and catch up on times, no?” She sounded a bit nervous, and was quick to rush off to her stash of fishing supplies by the dock. This place belonged to Salsola, and no one could penetrate her pack's borders, so there was no need to lock her things inside every day.
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No, she said. No. He called her his mother and she said no. Anatoliy's ears flattened instantly, like a child who was reprimanded. It felt that like, certainly, with his own mother not recognizing him. Verusha did not even raise her eyes up to see who had called her his mother. No. That was all. Subconsciously, he held his clenched over his heart as he waited to see if she truly had forgotten the son who had stayed with her the longest in Russian. He was the one who had chosen to stay with her to keep her company, even though he disappeared away from her. It was entirely an accident; he had not been running away from her. But why did she not remember him at a glance? He had not changed that much in so much time, had he? He was the same color, same everything. The scars on his face were new, given by a Courtier, though he was still the same underneath. Golden eyes and brown coloration should have been a dead give away to the mother that her son stood before her with pained eyes.


Liliya interceded and directed the woman's eyes to Anatoliy. His sister seemed a little bit too harsh with their mother, who was clearly unwell for some reason or another. He would ask her what had happened later. For now, he was too nervous to even think more than that plan. Verusha looked at him, though her eyes did not seem to truly see as they ought to have. It took her a long time, simply staring at him, or so it felt like to him. His breath had caught as his mother slowly began to recognize her second son.


The confusion changed and was replaced by a much more familiar and much more welcome emotion. Verusha yelped out his name and took his face into his hands. He bent over easily, making it easier for their shorter mother to reach him at his towering height. His smile was broad and there were unshed tears in his eyes as he watched his mother's eyes fill with recognition and affection. She pulled him into a hug, despite being so much shorter than her pillar of a son. Anatoliy wrapped his arms around his small mother, keeping her close to his heart as he fought the tears in his eyes. "Mama..," he muttered softly as she pulled away from her son.


Verusha swiped at his nose, and the big Russo found he could not avoid the motion. She hit his nose, though he had moved enough to make it a light blow. Instantly, a hand went up to the spot his mother hit, as though he truly had been a bad pup in need of a reprimanding. "Mozher, I.. it..," he fumbled as the woman suddenly changed her entire mood again as she rubbed at his nose gently where she had hit it. Anatoliy found the bag of mushrooms exchanged from Liliya's hands and into his and he just stared at it dumbly. His mother seemed to think he was here to stay, which he knew he was not. Liliya knew he was not here to stay. He had a mate to go home to, he could hardly stay here with his mother and catch up. He could, for a little while, of course.


"Mozher, I can't stay for very long." Anatoliy's voice was dejected, though he knew there was no place for him here. Liliya should not have been here either, and he wondered why she chose to be here of all places. "I have somevone vaiting for me at home," he said subtly, wondering if whatever was afflicting his mother would prevent her from truly understanding him. His golden gaze lifted up to Liliya, who had offered fishing. He merely nodded, brows furrowing. Liliya ran to get the supplies from some storage area, and Anatoliy found himself still holding the bag of mushrooms. "Mozher, I can try to visit."


Verusha looked at her son with a reprimanding look, as though he was lying to her. "Vhat do you mean? This is our home now. You don't need to be goingk anywhere." She did not seem to understand that he had other commitments now, and he was unsure of how to proceed. Dejected, he walked to his sister, who was gathering the things. "I can't stay here," he told his sister, who surely would understand his situation much better than their mother. What was wrong with her? "Fishing and a meal, yes, but I have Anann at home," he added, hands still clinging to the bag, as though it was a comfort to him in this awkward situation.




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Liliya busied herself as long as she could, making what normally took just seconds draw out into minutes as though she was not a skilled and practiced fisher woman, but she could not dodge the questions her brother was bound to ask for long. Soon enough he was at her side, appealing to her for help against their mother's misinterpretations. At first all she could do was give her brother a sorrowful, apologetic look, and then she cast her gaze down the length of the dock. “I think zhis vhill be as good a place as any to feesh. Feesh bit here, vhe vhill have a good night.” She said, as though she hadn't noticed anything that had just gone one, and then started making her way down the dock. At the end, between the last two supporting pillars, there was width enough for four people to sit aloft.

Verusha stared out at the beach for a moment, as though she was looking for something, and then turned around with jaw parted to say something. But when her eyes caught sight of her daughter pacing down the dock, she hurried to catch up, and whatever had been on her mind was quickly forgotten, replaced by a pacified grin as she followed her daughter like a duckling.

“Mother,” Liliya said, turning to the dusty brown coyote woman. “We need bait.”

Verusha nodded obligingly and turned and walked back down the dock, patting her son on the shoulder as she passed, and then she was just a blot against the beach as she walked along the shoreline.

Liliya set the fishing gear down at the end of the dock and turned to Anatoliy, her eyes brilliant, worried round orbs. There was a pain behind them, a pain that she had done so well at masking that she hadn't felt it in months. Salsola truly was taking over within her, and she didn't even realize that a proprietary piece of herself had been slipping away all this time.

“I am sorry, Toliy,” she started, then knelt down and started working with the poles. First she checked their lines, and then how well the hooks were affixed, and then the sharpness of the hooks, and then the integrity of the wood. All the while, as she inspected the gear, she explained; “Maybe I should have warned you, but I did not know how. The years have been very hard on her. Some days she is worse, some days she is not so bad at all.”

She shifted so her rump was now on the wooden planks, the very wooden planks that she had placed here. Would Anatoliy be proud of her if he knew that she had built this fine dock? Sadly, now wasn't really the right time to brag about it. Somewhere from the pile of supplies she proffered a small container. Popping open the top, she pulled out a fat, languid worm. Bait. Her eyes looked at Anatoliy again, guilt behind them. She had sent their mother off to get bait when she knew she had some here. In actuality, she just needed to buy them a few minutes to speak in private. Verusha would be back soon enough, and who knew if she would remember the bait or not.

“Her memory is goingk, she acts peculiar more often than not. But somevhere, deep down inside, she is still mother. She is vharm and lovingk. She still cares for us, and she still worries for us, and she still dotes on me every minute she can get. She just... doesn't really understand the things that are goingk on around her all zhe time anymore.

“I am knowingk that you can not stay. You have pack and family to get back to. But, don't vorry about her. You don't need to be explainingk to her, just enjoy eet while you are here. She vhill not think you abandon her or anythingk vhen you go. She vhill remember you visitingk, she remembers things that happen, she just changes them in mind later. Probly she vhill make up that you have adventure to be being on or somethingk.”


A strange sound rolled up the coast, some weird wail from their mother. It wasn't pained or fearful, and Liliya shook her head. “She is not likingk the sand crabs,” there was a small laugh in her voice as she filled Anatoliy in.

Patting the plank beside her, she offered him to sit. One fishing pole was prepped and ready, and she held it out in offer for him. There were a few things, possible questions, that Liliya didn't quite answer with her explanation. They were things she hoped he wouldn't ask, but assumed were coming all the same.

((wc 800))


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