Love Lost, No Love Found
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Words fell from him like shattered glass as he listened but couldn’t quite process what the Obsidian woman was saying. Their predicament was woeful at best but he had struggled to find a solution that would hurt the women he loved the least. This was what he had tried to avoid, tried to save Thana from feeling. But, despite his efforts, it seemed this was inevitable. Nothing would settle until something exploded and now was the time for that pain. But what could he say. His jaw had fallen open pleadingly but words still escaped him. …no... No! He quickly stood up and followed her steps as they tried to escape him. Thana… Don’t leave. Please. I love you, he put one hand on her shoulder and swooped around so he was in front of her again. The tears he saw were painful and he felt a not in his throat for them. But he didn’t stop pleading. With a gulp, he swallowed down his pain and began again. Please, don’t go. This is your home and… I need you.

His need wasn’t one of necessity but of love. He needed her to be safe and semi happy because he did love her. No one deserved to be pained by his love or his actions. He needed something that couldn’t be. A fairytale ending for a conflicted heart wouldn’t last in their realm of reality. He would lose this battle for one of the women he loved and deep down he knew it. But he wouldn’t accept such a thing because he couldn’t allow it either. He had to fight for her, for them. Who was he fighting though? Himself? They definitely weren’t fighting each other. What was he to do? If there was an answer he had to have found it then. He was about to loose her.




Jaden does. Jaden speaks. Jaden thinks.

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