if you want, we can wrap it up... or continue XD
They agreed, love could not bring such pain. Only that lack of it, the withdraw and the loss could bring such hurt and unhappiness. She was not sheltered from its pain, feeling it even now when Anu had been certain that her mind and soul moved beyond those that had hurt her. Though for Anu there was nothing more natural then love, nothing more pure and an emotion more intense. Hate would never be. And such things did matter, the knowledge could change a soul, could change the outcome of life itself. It was love that allowed life, and it was the love that came without hate that allowed two to come together and bring untainted life into the world. It mattered more then they would ever understand. The world would turn with or without them, but their own world could be ended with the change of love, with the gift of it or its removal. When one allowed it to touch them so deeply and completely, that was when they truly lived and when their world could be altered by it.
And where her lover had said yes, she said no. With a certainty that moved to crack the heart of the Crimson wolfess. Her mind fought to move passed the answer, finding that there was little left for Anu to think of. She looked away, not in disgust but in confusion. She couldn’t understand how she didn’t want to believe it. Why not? Why not think that the life that grew had been placed there before. Did her own mind rely on the fantasy of life, the wishes and dreams that she could not see reality standing right in front of her? Anu was so unsure that at the dark coated fey’s words she could not return her eyes to her face. Instead she sat, focusing on relaxing her body. She had grown tense, and found it unnecessary to place so much judgment on someone that she couldn’t understand. A long exhale allowed her to look at the bright gaze, a smile returning to her face. She felt sorry that a warrior could not have hope, but… You will be more then a warrior, soon enough Cwmfen. Her words were warm, accepting and Anu was finally began to understand. It was ok, such hope would come in time. |