It was so hard to tell and put into words what exactly plagued her. It was heavy in her head, a tire that could neither be shaken or slept away. And then it lingered in her bones. Not the pain that a dull cold brought to her joints, or after a hard run or chase. It was subtle and almost annoying in the way she couldn't shake it. But she gave Savina a hopeful smile and spoke, Oh, I don’t know. She spoke with a light tone, for it was far from anything serious It seems like I can't get enough sleep. She slept, it was restless and yet she yearned for the small amount of quiet that it did provide.
Anu was glad to be moving, her previous hopes of lying still no longer thriving. The wolfess rose, a small smile holding stead on her face as she gave her muscles a small stretch. How are the little ones? She asked with earnest interest. The mother would have some sort of story to share, Anu was sure of it. She had not visited the new family members too often, giving the parents the space the needed to bond with their young as well as finding herself trying to keep up with the pack’s management and of course her own wandering heart and now this new tiredness.
She followed, soaking in the warming Sun, letting her mind drift and enjoying the thoughts of Savina and her family. The pups were something that brought an instant and lasting joy to the pack as a whole, for Anu found nothing more wonderful then the small bundles of life. Her friends voice spoke up, and there was a deeper sense of concern on her voice. The Dreamer could not look at her Commander as she questioned her. They were feelings that she fought not to feel and though she knew that Savina’s worry was heartfelt and genuine Anu could not help by try to stop the feelings that rushed through her when she thought of Colibri.
No. She spoke, her voice soft and thoughtful. As much as it was an emotional tirade Anu had become more reasonable and logical after her past heartbreaking experiences. She had come to terms with her deficiencies, settling with the fact that she was lacking in some way and trying with an honest might to moved past it. Her thoughts drifted to her coping mechanism, and how she had run to him without even knowing that she wished for him to fix all the wrong. She has been distant, quiet, and has not returned to my room. Its been over a month. Anu spoke, still not looking at Savina and trying to be as strong as she could. It was the way of life, she repeated to herself. Lives drifted away, and she was just not strong enough to hold them close. Deep down, where bitterness grew along side resentment she knew she was not destined for love, not allowed to live completed. Though none of that was written on her face, though a frown etched itself onto her mouth. Her stomach began to ache, knotting at the thought having lost Colibri. She slowed in her steps, waiting for that pain to pass.
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