aww, poor hormonal Anu 
It would all settle, the feelings that hurt her heart and this unknown bought of physical tiredness. They were likely linked, one feeding off the other and making it hard for the wolfess to reach out of the darkness and return to her vibrantly peaceful self. She gave Savina a nod, lips curved in a small smile and agreed and it was likely the weather and that it would all leave her soon enough. What her body was telling her was that she was tired of all the changes, the ones that moved her heart as well as her mind. She merely needed to get accustomed to it all. She wished it would be an easy process.
The second in command was glad to have her mind diverted, thoughts of Savi’s puppies filled her head gleefully. There was an obvious radiance that glowed in the other female’s eyes as she spoke of her litter, matching the wide smile she wore. With interest Anu listened, nodding and interjecting as Savina spoke of the little lady-Artemis, I’ll put Mati on the troublemaker. The Church female had quiet a break after Jazper and Ghita’s brood had been born, and it would be good for her to keep busy. Her words were spoken with love, smiling and finding the topic one she hated to see halt. But when she thought of forming the painful words that told of her torn relationship Anu couldn’t help but droop.
Savina’s words were encouraging, thoughtful and warmed her heart. She wished them to be true, and though Anu always believed what her commander said to be honest it was hard for her to always believe the compliments. Her sweet friend could shower her with them, yet it still did not fill the voids that all of the females of her past left. Her heart was beginning to mimic Swiss cheese, and once again she had started to build the walls that would be used to protect it. Thank you Savi. She spoke with a quiet but heart-felt tone. Her friend always brought the light back to her eyes, though it remained slightly dulled by the topic. She didn’t want to say that someday she would find her mate, one that would never leave her or quit trying. She couldn’t give herself the hope, and so the words could not be formed. Instead she looked to the Commander and said, We will see if she regains her sight. Perhaps, Anu thought though it was not laden with hope, things would change once again. And for the better.
Anu sighed heavily, and if it had not been the question that came to her she would have resumed her faster (thought still lazy) pace. Returning to her health made Anu a bit self conscious, and she looked at the ebony wolfess with a bit of surprise. A bit, though that could have been seen as an understatement, but I assure you I will be fine in a few days. She worried that her age would make her an unfit leader, being the eldest in the pack not always seen as strength. It was spoke in her voice, hoping that Savi would not deem her unfit for her post. She did not know why she worried about such a thing, her leader had never said anything of the sort but the emotions came over her so quickly that she stared at the other woman as if she had just told her that she was no longer strong enough to be her right hand. She even felt the sting of hot tears threatening to well in her eyes.
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