Time Won't Let Me Go

Anu · 06-28-2010, 08:19 AM

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yay ^^ i'll close this <33

Her eyed began to dry, the tear no longer flowing down along her cheeks. Anu felt the presence beside her, and the world around the pair returning to the older female bit by bit. The air was still, the breeze’s rustling slowing and becoming stagnant, the lake sitting in front of them, its constant and stable nature almost as comforting as Savina herself. The lithe tawny woman leaned into the dark furred female, taking the support that was being given. She would need her, always, but even more now. Her experience would be key and her presence needed without a doubt. Her gray and tan face looked out onto the blue waters of Rabbit Lake. How many times had they ventured here for conversation? But all of them seemed so insignificant at this moment.

The sweet tone of her leader echoed in her ears, their soft weight falling lightly on her heart as she turned them over in her mind. No, it was not how she imaged it, but this was not how she imagined her life. This was not the place she had foreseen herself years ago, and Anu had learned long ago that where one saw themselves was unlike where they ended up. She knew that was the truth and yet she still felt as if she could control it and that it was a surprise when fate played its hand and the outcome was not as she had predicted. But this was not the death of someone, it was not a loss of something she loved but the creation of something that would need her undying devotion.

Anu leaned her head towards Savina’s, her feelings confused and uneasy. The nausea had returned, but at the very least she knew why it was that made her ill. The words of who had sired these pups did not go said, though it was not a secret that Anu wished to keep. Still, there would be silence and his name would not be mentioned at this moment. It would be the precedent of what was to come, for he would be forever scarce in their lives. Thank you Savi. Anu spoke, knowing that with those words that Anu took so graciously she could make them true. She knew that her friend would be there for her, and such a thing would always bring Anu comfort. Nothing else could be spoke, no other words able to pass from her lips. Her mind was confused and jumbled and she needed to actually begin to understand what it was that she was feeling, and how to deal with it.

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