yay!
She was gone for what seemed like an eternity. Saluce sat in thought for awhile while he waited for her to return, wrestling with the urges, the conflicts, and the drive to make this a viable relationship. If they sat here and lived together but yet weren’t mates would mean conflict would arise if he took too long to commit to her. It seemed the act of having her move in had sealed the deal and while something in the back of his mind still wanted to remain free, the thoughts of his little mistress filling his days overpowered everything that continued to offer counterpoints to the contrary. Duality was his nature, but somehow through time he had consciously made the decision to not make decisions or commit which lead to him being able to swing back and forth. Now on the precipice of the decision on his mind was almost made he was somewhat scared. Had everything he had wrestled with previously, the demons, the false sense of living two lives, had it all been his doing? Had his inability to make long term engagements, make definite decisions caused him to feel so confused? And the voice in his head screamed (YES YOU IDIOT! FINALLY), with the realization hitting him almost like a freight train, his head swirled in a blaze as everything flew by in his mind and he was left with a feel of regret. The behemoth had let himself miss out on so much over his life span already. Sure he had fun but nothing fulfilling, even war, when he was taking lives, enjoying the pleasure of it all was a temporary escape from the fact that nothing filled his heart.
And so as that mesmerizing vixen of she wolf beauty walked back through those doors and back into his arms he knew finally what it was that he had denied himself for so long. Only one other person had held his heart and he had screwed that up, but that was well before her eyes fell on him as she died. His inability to give himself freely without strings had doomed them from the start. Now as what seemed to be his dark angel laid in his arms, the behemoth returned her kiss with a heartfelt one of his own. Body stirred as he regained a position over top of his soul mate.
“Layla” his voice spoke softly, eyes almost teary as he looked down yet again to admire in her beauty. So quickly he had fallen for her, his doubts where at first that it wasn’t anything more than merely a crush but now as his eyes gazed upon the only women who could ever command him he only knew one thing. This drug, this addiction wasn’t temporary, and he desperately wanted to make her his. A hand provocatively placed itself on her hip again the other taking residence along her face. He wasn’t sure if there was a need to ask or if she understood that at this point the mere next act would seal them in a bound. But as those gentle features underneath him, this unspoiled treasure breathed her simple beautiful little breathes he couldn’t bring himself to not give her a way out. “Layla” he repeated softly eyes almost betraying him as physical processes stirred within him, the mere gentle inhale of her being was enough to stir him. With a soft smile he asked “will you join with me and be my mate?”
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