We can end this one now. WC: 332
It did not matter what Gideon said to her, she still blamed herself for what happened. How could she not blame herself for what was going on in her life? Her depression had taken hold of her and controlled her, not to mention the very thing that caused her depression had happened. How could her very first litter been a miscarriage? The mistress had been so excited for the months that she was carrying the pups inside her womb only to find that they were all dead from the start. Tears began to flow out of her eyes as she thought back to the very moment when she had lost her old self. The black and white she wolf saw it flash before he eyes. She could see herself laying on the mattress trying to push her dead pups towards her, begging them to drink and move. The tears would not stop so long as that image remained in her sight. She wished it would just go away and leave her alone so she could maybe try and return to her normal self.
Layla looked over to her dear friend as he tried to comfort her. She knew there was not much he could do to help her, but just him being there and understand her was all that she needed to try and bring herself back. She could feel Gideon’s soft touch as he leaned on her gently. The mistress turned to the young male and wrapped her arms around him, crying on her shoulder. She could not help her impulsive attitude right now, but she just wanted some comfort. She could feel her tears soaking into the male’s shoulder fur as she cried. She would only hold on for as long as he wanted her to. The black and white she wolf knew she would have to head back home soon. Perhaps she would be able to visit Gideon again soon and when she was in a much better mood.
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