The fail female jumped as she quickly threw down the knife and then pushed her wrap over her legs and the knife. She did not want her sister to know what she was doing; she did not what that shame casted down upon her. Pontiac wanted to suffer in her own self loathing. The tan and white lady turned around to see who was talking to her as she sighed softly her heart was beating away with in her own chest. She lowered her head down looking away from her pure white coated younger sister. She knew that her sister would not have asked the question knowing that she was suffering from her own sort of depression because once again she had been left to be alone by her-self and only wonder how other’s got to be there they where, how they ended up being happy in lasting.
Oh…The Fellow from Iferni..Yeah..” She sighed as she felt the heart ache building up in her again, she did not want to show weakness, she had to be strong this pack was not full of sissy’s who whine and cry all the time, Pontiac really wondered if she was fitting in here, but this was where her family was. ”He joined, and then vanished…Just as well she vanished after I got lost in Inferni during the snow storm. “ She could not allow him to hurt her again, she had let him not one but twice. She was foolish to believe she could ever find love.
With a chuckle she looked down at her wrist. ”Naniko didn’t even know I was in love with him either…I was scared to tell her. I didn’t want her to look down in me. She’s so lucky I bet she had wolves lining up just be called her mate, and here I am….I turned an older flame away because I thought I had found my one…Stupid.” She sighed, as she sniffed, trying not to cry.